wee~

2007-11-22T20:37:00.000-08:00

Tell The World That Lyrics

Don't want to stand here and shout Your praise

And walk away and forget Your name

I'll stand for you if it's all I do

Cause there is none that compares to You

Cause all I want in this lifetime is You

And all I want in this whole world is you, you, you

Tell the world that Jesus lives

Tell the world that, tell the world that

Tell the world that he died for them

Tell the world that he lives again

No longer I but Christ in me

Cause it's the truth that set me free

How could this world be a better place?

But by thy mercy and by thy grace

C'mon, c'mon we'll tell the world about You

Tell the world that Jesus lives

Tell the world that, tell the world that

Tell the world that he died for them

Tell the world that he lives again

C'mon, c'mon we'll tell the world about You

Tell the world that Tell the world that

C'mon, c'mon we'll tell the world about

You Tell the world that

Tell the world that About You

2007-11-22T20:22:00.001-08:00

wow! anyway im in a kinda high mood now. cos i came t kno abt certain stuff tts involvin me. and i find it rather interesting. =) *grins*

in http://spycolour.blogspot.com/

you can find sth that says...

I told them i wanna blog about this LLH,
When everyone was so happy ordering food, why didnt you mention that you didnt want to share with us? When all the food are placed on the table, why did you ate it when you don't wanna share it with us, all happy moments do have a silly side. When everything ends, we have to add the total amount and divide with the equal number of people we have, and you start saying you didn't want to share with us. -.- i'm not here being a "NAO SIAO" that you didnt pay us the amount you suppose too, but doesnt it sound funny? So does that mean we have go around, HEY YOU ATE MY SOTONG, PLEASE PAY ME BACK MY $0.50!! UHOOO.okay, it doesnt matter if this bring trouble to me, cause i love to post whatever silly thing i've found around me, so beware, i am going to make this blog HIGH~!!!

some ____ (fill in the blank) conver i came across.

22 Nov 07, 14:32
Swan: ADEL LOVES LLH

me: UH HUH~

22 Nov 07, 21:01
adel-SWAN: NONONONO!! U LOVE HER MORE!!

me: OH! -rubs chin-

&&&

in http://cosmopolitanbird.blogspot.com/

you can see sth like..

I wanna ask something,
why LEE LAY HUI'S pic look like *ahem picture huh?

& so interestingly i went to tag.

21 Nov 07, 16:14
kidd: wad nonsense u tokin abt?!

22 Nov 07, 21:08
adel: I KNOW YOU LOVE LLH! DUN NEED TO CALL ME ALONG!! hahahahaha :D

and last but not least i end of with..

23 Nov 07, 12:19
kidd: whatever. T.T

The end.

haha i jus tink despite of the busy and hectic schedule tt i have, i tink my life is rather happenin and interestin with friends/team mates like this around. ((:

off.

2007-11-18T17:03:00.000-08:00

Friends for life

I don't have to say

A word to you

You seem to know

Whatever mood

I'm going through

Feels as though

I've known you forever

You can look into my eyes and see

The way I feel

And how

The world is treating me

Maybe I have known you forever

Amigos para siempre

Means you'll always be my friend

Amics per sempre

Means a love that cannot end

Friends for life

Not just a summer or a spring

Amigos para siempre

I feel you near me

Even when we are apart

Just knowing you are in this world

Can warm my heart

Friends for life

Not just a summer or a spring

Amigos para siempre

We share memories

I won't forget

And we'll share more,

My friend,We haven't started yet

Something happens

When we're together

WhenI look at you

I wonder why

There has to come

A time when we must say goodbye

I'm alive when we are together

Amigos para siempre

Means you'll always be my friend

Amics per sempre

Means a love that cannot end

Friends for life

Not just a summer or a spring

Amigos para siempre

I feel you near me

Even when we are apart

Just knowing you are in this world

Can warm my heart

Friends for life

Not just a summer or a spring

Amigos para siempre

WhenI look at youI wonder why

There has to come

A time when we must say goodbye

I'm alive when we are together

Amigos para siempre

Means you'll always be my friend

Amics per sempre

Means a love that cannot end

Friends for life

Not just a summer or a spring

Amigos para siempreI feel you near me

Even when we are apart

Just knowing you are in this world

Can warm my heart

Friends for life

Not just a summer or a spring

Amigos para siempre

Means you'll always be my friend

Amics per sempre

Means a love that cannot end

Friends for life

Not just a summer or a spring

Amigos para siempre

2007-11-16T01:39:00.000-08:00

replies;

*iM*: thanks. ;)

j2: thanks thanks. =D

bb: orh ok.=S where have u been? i miss yoo! =p

sally: yes i do. was jus tokin abt u t my sheep loh. lol. so coincidental. =p

MsNyoe: most welcome. =)) yes sure. beta see me mre often before u leave me. if not wen u leave its the other way round. =p lol. if u gt wad im tokin abt. =x

2007-11-16T01:21:00.000-08:00

we cannot change our past.we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.we cannot change the inevitable.the only thing we can do is play on the on string we have, and that is our attitude...
lastly...
dont't give up when you still have something to give:nothing is really over... until the moment you stop trying...

hmm yea ure rite. actuali u dn hv t be gd in bball or a experience player. a gd player goes into a team w a gd mindset. tinkin of how t build e team and not how the team can win matches. tts a v basic tink tt evry player mus have in em. e sad tink is mst players dn hv. im no diff frm others. i kno my passion, ive gt a vision and i work towards the mission. ive done my best and tts wads its mst impt and it reli matter aft the whole season. cos at the end of the day i wun lose out bt dey will. so wad if evry1 is dere t pull me dwn, im sure of 1 tink. and tis one tink can assure me now and for a lifetime, and tts the Word of God. believe it or not, i gain my strength, confidence and self esteem frm it. ;) rmb a lil effort goes a long way Felicia? Jiayou, hang on wen it seems the toughest. ull be able t pull it thr.

i receive an email tt says..

May my friendships always be

The most important thing to me;

With special friends I feel I'm blessed,So let me give my very best.
I want to do much more than share

The hopes and plans of friends who care;

I'll try all that a friend can do

To make their secret dreams come true.

Let me use my heart to see,

To realize what friends can be,

And make no judgments from afar,

But love my friends the way they are

Love,
Wong Bao Xian

i tink its reli nice. (: alright thats all for now.

am gonna see a doc at bukit batok for my sprained ankle tmr. its tmd long loh. i nv experienced tis kinda pain or swell before.-.-"and tmr is the third time tt im gonna see a doc.rahh..its gonna be so costly.bless me.)))):

2007-11-12T16:26:00.000-08:00

woooooooooooooooooooooooo.seems like my evryday is evryday.my workload is nv endin.i can nv finish task assign t me.cos each and evry day i find myself gettin mre and mre into task.=x im kinda adaptin t it thou its kinda unusual for me cos i rather lead a care free and happy life w less worries and all.bt oh well im sure tis is gonna be a month of breakthr and miracle.sch was alrite ytd.aft sch head home t bathe and wanted t gt my hw done and practise on my oral bt den i was so tired tt i went t slp till 4 plus.wk up by a call.so yea wk up and went out.had my first meal of the day at bedok inter.aft eatin went window shoppin at bedok pasar malam.dere was alot of fun and laughter.some farnie,some not and apparently some super farnie. lmaos.aft tt walked t bedok stadium dere t go gym.did weight liftin. and im so into gym like suddenly.i tink i shocked the ppl trg dere.cos apparently im the oni female trg heavy weights dere.was trg my biceps and triceps.and farnie tink is i ended up trg wrong side of my body,so kinda disfigured.farnie and gross.and and and while attemptin t use the device in the gym i fell and the weight jus had a loud bang and im so sure EVERYONE in the gym was lookin at me.so embarrassin.tsk.i was tryin t do some kinda pull up and my dear fren put 60 or so for me the mmt i land on the 'plate' its was a banggg.and instantly i gt myself another a total of 3 blueblacks.on both legs.and deres a lump dere now.wonderful.ha.oh wells.anw todae is gonna be a longggggggggggggggggggg day for me in sch bt its ok.well spent.;) and u kno wad?almst half of my day is gone t bball clinic conducted by phillipines national team. so yea excused frm class agn.i dono why many ppl feel abt this 'escapin' of class bt apparently im not.i dono if im jus abnormal or are dey jus weird.=S im gonna shepherd my dear sheep ltr aft sch.i end at 6 todae.)): and im hvin my cpr pract test tmr.omg.i tink my hands are gonna shiver like mad.i can feel my whole body achin now alr.=x its a bad sign.

on a lighter note,im happy tt my oral pst is being postpone t next monday.and and and ill hv alot of lect cancelled.cos we have diff timin for evry individuals.=D

i imagine myself as slim as pretty and yet muscular at the same time.pretty isnt it?aye..

2007-11-09T08:27:00.000-08:00

anw thanks t jasmine for owas being so nice t t help me upload and adjust the alignment of my blog. special thanks t jaz jaz. an eeyore is waitin for u in Heaven alrite? =p

poof, finali bball season has cum t an end. my awaitin mmt. cos of bball tournaments i kinda missed out quite alot of lsn. both theory and practical. sad la. now im like damn blur in clas. like dooom! rah. oh before i forgt thanks t evryone who came dwn and supported and watched the match. =D felicia, jaslene,xuan, liping, badear, huiping, jessica, bev,del, jasmine, furby, jenna, alex and etc. the list goes on. i cant tink of evryone who came dwn t actuali support bt thanks anw. without the constant encouragement and wishes frm u guys i guess i wudnt be able t perform so well (at least for the last impt match t determine whos gonna be the champion) im proud of myself tt i actuali prove those ppl out dere rong. ha. which is a great accomplishment t me alr. i deserve a pat on the shoulder. weee. *well done Felicia, kip up the good work, jiayou for next year.*
thanks t evryone who tagged.weder gd or bad,short or long,str t the pt or beatin ard the bush, i take it all and i thank all of you. (((((:
aft the game had a short chat w coach,she gave me some feedback,commented and encouraged me.and i felt its gd.in a way i finali realised how much i improve frm the first match compare t the last impt match tt i played.its way different.oh wells.she sed i gotta learn hw t be nt so str forward and stuff ha bt i was tinkin t myself in the v firz place am i even str forward?-scratches head- i doubt so.bt no worries.evryone hv gt diff view so yea.she said she rcv feedback abt me bein nt so nice or kinda rude t others.and i was like ok loh.i mean cmon wen i mk the effort, who actuali sees it?no one.i kept quiet.i kept evrytink t myself.bloody introvert u call it.its ok time and agn i tell myself its ok jus forgive and forgt bt its like i owas gt the same kinda 'attitude' and it mks me so sick and tired of being me.tsk tsk tsk.anw thanks coach for givin me a chance t prove myself t 'them',myself, my frens and t the team.in fact i don tink u gave me a chance bt alot of chance.time and agn u forgive and taught me patiently.i appreciate tt.im tellin u tis sincerely frm the bottom of my heart. =) if theres no one t tell u tt dey appreciate and is thankful t wad uve done all tis while since POLITE started,here i am t tell u that.and i mean it.=)
PS:AND i rmbered coach sayin abt my blog url. =\ she tinks i shud change it.she dowan me t be so emo and so negative.blah!bt oh well i tink im a happy kid?heh.at least i don live a life tts bein determine by OTHERS.opps.ha.tts was random.zzzz im fallin aslp.

i kno all tis while,aft so much bondin and trg tgt we have come so far.and i didnt reli contribute much bt tts not wad it matters.its the participation and experience learn and gain tts impt t me.i dono abt the rest bt well tts how i see it.and oh im reli thankful tt we managed t cling in t gt the championship for College East.its reli a legend.and im sure our coach yunyun is proud of us and of cos the achievement.thanks for believin in us and for so much uve done all tis while.uve been a gr8 coach.its reli a blessin t have u w us.

time t catch up on serious stuff, sch wk and assgnment. =D i find myself lackin in almst evry area.i kinda lost tt spirit of excellence alr. ): lately ive been reli busy.w sch wk,ppl, mtg and proj or wad have u.its reli nt ez.i don even hv time on my own.tts pretty sad aye.oh well bt i like tis kinda lifestyle.it mks me occupied and bz so i wun hv time t reli tink abt other factors or anytink.

i hate it t be sick bt im sick now.dwn w flu,dry cough and sore throat. rahs. pls bless me. let healin be upon me, pls pls pls pls pls. =X i jus went t see a physician.its was a torture man.i was screamin and lauffin like some mad cow.lol.and hk actuali videoed it dwn.so i supposed id see it somewhere online soon.ha.and its gross wen the doc tries t use the needle t poke the swollen area and den use a kup t cover and squeeze out all the blood.its a painful process.the worse tink is wen the doc was massagin i was screamin and shoutin in laughter.ha.i tink i scared away quite a no of her customers alr. =X tis is how horrible im wen it cums t seein sinseh.:X
its gonna be 2weeks since i sprain my ankle.):

hmm yea ure rite. actuali u dn hv t be gd in bball or a experience player. a gd player goes into a team w a gd mindset. tinkin of how t build e team and not how the team can win matches. tts a v basic tink tt evry player mus have in em. e sad tink is mst players dn hv. im no diff frm others. i kno my passion, ive gt a vision and i work towards the mission. ive done my best and tts wads its mst impt and it reli matter aft the whole season. cos at the end of the day i wun lose out bt dey will. so wad if evry1 is dere t pull me dwn, im sure of 1 tink. and tis one tink can assure me now and for a lifetime, and tts the Word of God. believe it or not, i gain my strength, confidence and self esteem frm it. ;) rmb a lil effort goes a long way Felicia? Jiayou, hang on wen it seems the toughest. ull be able t pull it thr.

2007-11-07T08:20:00.000-08:00

2007-11-06T08:04:00.000-08:00

2007-10-19T09:19:00.000-07:00

jus came back nt long ago.anw im happy t announced tt IVP has officially cum t an end.bt tis is nt the endin yet thou.we stiu have ITE SC t look forward t.=D anyway we lost by 6pts if im nt wrong.todae was agnst NUS.nt bad i wud say.team played well jus tt mabbe there were certain tinks tt didnt carry out.weder we win or lose it dusen matter cos wad matters mst is we tried our best and happy playin.bt of cos im happy for the team cos we have cum so far tgt as a team which i tink is the biggest achievement we have.(: ive t admit and say tt thou as a player in the team i don have much experience or wad have u,i don gt t play as often den not.bt one tink i learnt frm bein in tis IVP team is ~~team bondin,closeness,encouragin and helpin one another~~.oh wells i wud say mst of the time im bein benched and mabbe 2/5 times id gt t play on court.its quite sad and sian t be owas sittin dwn and stuff bt i guess its ok.cos ITE SC is cumin and its time for me t prove myself and my worth.lol.wadeva la im tokin nonsense.pardon me for tt.29th oct 215 we are gonna start our firz match w college west.quite a challengin game bt its ok we are gonna knock dem out and prove ourselves.im sure tis yr's championship is ite CE's.weeeeeeeeeeee.=D ive faith and confident in evry single player in my team frm ITE CE.;) im jus scared id die of playin.lol.ok la nt die bt yea.anw ITE CE trg resumes on mon wed and fri next wk.mon 430 at outdoor court.wed and fri shud be same.time and place t be cfm.den its our game alr.im sooooooo lookin forward.im jus afraid tt i mite miss my class or lsn which i dowan t.cos i tink i cant afford t miss lsn.i wana do well.i wana gt back my place in class.i dowana let anyone dwn esp those ard me tt loves and cares alot for me.i cannot be a disappointment.i mus jiayou.FELICIA JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!I CAN DO IT.NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.

coach:(for combine team)

My dear girls, :P
How have you been? I hope you have been resting well yupp… coz tomorrow is your ‘big’ day.
It’s the day you fought hard together to achieve it! THE FINALS!!! Wooohoooo. *clap*
Coach hereby congrat all of you for the great achievement!!! JUMP WITH JOY =)=)=)its not easy but you have come so far… your only a step away.NO MATTER what the result gotta be, all of you gotta have a good game okay.
BEING HAPPY = GOOD GAME!!
ITE has never been in a final for centuries, even during my time. THUS im really really proud of you girls. You DESERVE this winning and you ought to be HAPPY. No doubt some of you feel really upset because of your own play. REMEMBER, having expectation is good. But you shouldn’t feel upset if you didn’t play well. Because there are many many games waiting for you to play…
This is a good experience; learn from it, mature from it. BELIEVE in yourself… =)))
Play the final with no expectation on yourself, work on the defence and the offence will naturally play on… PLAY your best and show THEM who you are!!!
If your opponent is loud, your gotta be LOUDER than them.If your opponent is aggressive, your gotta be TOUGHER than them.
University students are more calm in some sense, BUT you shouldn’t let that stop you girls from playing your best and having the BEST GAME ever… remember, when you feel lost. Stop for 1 second and play like how you practice during training.
HOLD HAND, HOLD HAND, RELAX, BREATH AND FIGHT!Keep the fighting spirit going yeaa…

IGNORE ALL EXTERNAL FACTORS.

take people’s comment as an motivation to prove them wrong.
· take coach’s scolding as an motivation to grab all rebounds.
· take the OPPONENT DOWN!! Defence hard!!!
· take personal life off for that 40mins + 10mins (warm-up), HOWEVER… you can consider those that make you happy =))) like I love you girls. So must be happy okay!
· THINK POSITIVELY!
I love all of you, huiqin, xianli, ray, katek, shuxuan, adeline, Felicia, daphne, seeyah, Samantha, zhengfang, xiaoyuan… no doubt sometimes I can vomit blood but I still love you all. *smile*I believe in your individual’s abilities, THUS you should trust yourself even more!!!
Haha. Im so naggy oo. >.OKAY! So with the present im gotta give you girls, you make sure you play hard!IF NOT all of you must dance of me ya. =))) good night all.
Seeya when I get back! OH WELL, if you miss me, you can always drop me an sms…9******1 *hint *hint (I welcome all msges! Hee) kidding kidding. Let me know if you wanna ask me anything. Drop me an sms and I’ll reply okay! =))
PLEASE NOTE THIS:
'you started as a team, you end as a team.'no one should be left behind... ANGEL MORTAL~
Imu,yun.
p/s: someone be kind to forward this email to daphne and seeyah alright. =)) ty.

;) 'one can try, many can achieve!~

coach:
ITE CE

Hi girls, :P
its been some time and i hope you have been doing well. =)))so hows shooting and everything? hope its been good yupp.work on your sliding for defence okay.(those slide here and there thingy, squat low move fast at the feet ya)you can always play 1on1 with each other to improve on the defence as well as offence. just a gentle reminder that your FIRST game for ITESC in approaching in a WEEK TIME.1 WEEK! thats right... so its time to playyyyy!!! CE girls training with me will RESUME on 22nd OCT, 4.30pm at outdoor court!those who are having class till 5pm, please try to come as early as possible alright.we got lots of things to do... okay! so till then, i'll see you girls!please do remind each other yea. training most likely be on
22nd oct, 4.30pm, monday
24th oct, 4.30pm, wednesday
26th oct, time to be confirmed, friday
GAME on 29th OCTOBER... 2.15pm!!!3 training to your first game on 29th oct against CW... please MAKE EFFORTS!and let us make things happen okay! =)))))))i'll pass you girls the fixtures when i see you on monday, and we shall support the mens' team alright. see you all. imu,coach yun. p/s: you can sms me at 9******1 if you have any question.i'll reply when i reach singapore or unless its really urgent i'll reply. =)))

;) 'one can try, many can achieve!~

2007-10-18T20:43:00.000-07:00

todae had sch at 8.zzz.damn tired.thou i had 7 hrs of sleep bt its stiu nt enuff for me cos the previous nite i didnt slp at all.ytd nite aft trg went dinner w xuan at kallang airport.she gave me a box tt has choc and letter inside.haha.she stiu owes me 3 mre letter which she said she cant find bt its impossible.haha.oh well.anw jus nw i dono wad happened bt jessica wasnt herself.she was bein reli quiet and i didnt kno wad happened.i asked her bt she jus kept quiet.den suddenly aft evryone left and oni dere were the few of us in the lift,she jus stood v near me and lied on me.i was kinda shock like how come deres sucha big space bt shes leanin on me.haha.bt shes hvin prob w bf and i dono wad happened.so yea.jus wan u t cheer up alrite jessica.don let all this external factors or HIM t affect u.i believe deres alot of tinks u wana do and accomplish so jus go for it and don regret.if nt in future ud look back and tink of how stupid u were wen u had the chance and opportunity t bt u didnt.takkaire.i love you jessica teo! =D

hvin match ltr agnst nus.ITE jiayou ba.thou i kno i wun gt t play bt its alrite. heh. i support and cheer. weee. bless us.

2007-10-17T11:53:00.000-07:00

monday

first day of sch reopen.and true enuff on sat the person who called was reli Pearly.so anw sch on monday was at 10.way before the time i set i gt disrupted frm my slp since 5 plus in the mornin.and it was Pearly's gf.woohoo.like wow.oh anyway i wk up with 80 miss calls and 10 voicemail.anyone can break record?lol.sth ridiculous happened and it reli gt outta hand tt she wants an explanation frm me like wth.cos shes the past the evrytink happened last year.we had kinda big arguement.it was hilarious and i was quite amused by how i can entertain boliao ppl.bt oh well.tts nt the pt.oni SOME ppl wud kno and und wad im tokin abt.=) if ure interested t kno mre cum and ask me personally.=D lsn frm 10-1. went home t change and slept awhile and yea tt annoymous kept callin.like as usual.non stop.so aft tt headed for trg.outdoor.indoor and outdoor agn.at nite went t mit up w Pearly and gf.bt dey didnt turn up.zzz.waste of time.so went t mit my gay.aft tt stayed out the whole nite t tok and slack.went home the next mrg.

tues

went for match at SP.won smu by 1 pt.evryone was so happy.cos finali a brk thr.and God is indeed in control. =D cos thou i didnt gt t play bt i prayed v hard and of cos cheer like mad.haha.aft match coach gave us a ride t bedok.aft i reach bedok i went t have dinner t have dinner w xuan.aft dinner went home.

wed

went for lsn at 1230.and i didnt kno ive gt lsn early in the mrg like 8am-10am.i zi tao sian diao.felt like a pai kia for a mmt.my dear fren was being so encouragin by askin how come i din come for lsn tis mrg and i replied oh cos i didnt kno and i was happily slpin at home.wasnt inform.timetable nt w me.haha.yea den he said cos i was tinkin how come felicia nv come for class,4 pointer sia.i was like ji tao..sian diao.den had lsn till 5.aft lsn went t cafe 1 t slack,den went t bedok inter t mit my gay.haha GAY!=p aft mitin her for awhile i went off t bugis t mit huiling for shepherdin.it was great and i jus felt v refresh and encourage frm tt very mmt.i felt ervytink is bein planned for me properly thou i don und y at times.tmr im hvin short trg before gg for finals on fri.lucks t evryone.tts all for now.im gg crazy tryin t settle evrytink i have now.im referrin t the class fund.its drivin me mad.rahhh.

message from coach yun :)

hey girl, dont know if you be receiving this but i just wanna say jiayou!!! hehe.maybeeee you can forward this email to all of the girls or pass my msg lo. haha >.<>

TEAM ITE!WHOOSH.WO MEN KE YI DE.

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all

2007-10-14T02:22:00.000-07:00

saturday

a day of unexpected tinks that happened. =X
firz was an unexpected call frm someone whom m stiu yet t cfm who isit.and frm tt mmt on, it just kept me thinkin and ponderin the whole day, even up till now.somehow i tink its pearly but i don kno if its her.i dono why i gt so affected by this sudden call that came by frm tt someone. =\

second was a msg frm yiling saying 'hi,wad time is sch on mon?'
probably ard evenin time like 5 plus jus before svs was abt t start.i was taken aback by that sudden msg of hers cos she don msg me at all kind.somewhat i feel like its a miracle wen she sent tt msg t me askin abt sch on money given the situation tt we are in.for a mmt i felt so happy,excited,yet shocked t see the msg.i was grinnin frm ear t ear and i practically was speehless.so wad i did was i called huiping up t ask if she've gt yiling's no she said yea i send u now lo.i quickly replied oh no no.nvm.cud u help me t sms her tt mon sch start at 10?thanks.she said ok so we hung up.i did THIS cos i didnt kno wad t do.

aft which i told huiling abt it and she was like sayin how come i don wan t rlp her myself.and for the mmt i tot t myself how dumb was I?why didnt i jus rlp?why am i sucha loser.i was reli tryin t concentrate durin sermon bt i felt so bad abt it esp durin praise and worship. )): cause i kno this happens for a reason and i shud jus be natural bt i didnt.frm tt mmt on, i kept tinkin and felt like im the biggest loser ever.

oh wells.tinks at hm hasnt been gg well.and im startin t hate stayin home though its supposed t be peaceful,relaxing and hvin the freedom t do wad i feel like bt NO.in fact evry mrg i wil gt disrupted frm my beauty slp.even at nite too.even wen my dad is ard.like wth.useless ppl.so old alr stiu dono hw t tink.tsk tsk tsk.sigh.-shake head- every day quarrellin and its reli v pathetic t be seein dem lidat.evry mrg i will wk up t listen and watch the war they start.and its nt v long. its 3 hrs non stop quarrellin before dey decided t go out tgt.as early in the mrg as 7am.as late as midnite.their nonsense is forever.and dey are jus so detestable.its pretty serious thou.its not jus emotionally dey are fitin.physically abused and all.so u can imagine.screams,shouts,cries,pinches,punches and wad not.i seriously dono wad dey do.it feels like its the end of the world.(shi jie mo ri).horrible and terrible is stiu a v gentle and nice word t describe dem.

-met up w camii dearest.
-ran dwn t gt panadol relief for huiling durin svs.tk exactly 5 mins t do so.

2007-10-10T09:33:00.000-07:00

this is the conversation btw me and my dear coach yunyun. =))

me: jus wana thank u for givin me the chance t prove myself once agn. and believin in me wen no one else did. it reli encourages me alot. =))

her:be confident! jiayou

her:=))

me:ok will do.

her:jiayou okay

her:=))

me:okay! wo me ke yi de.

her:yupPP!

her:great spirit

me:wait t hear gd news frm us wen u cum back ok

her:suree

her:i wanna hear good news too

her:=))

well done guys.gd job evryone.todae game was yet another excitin and unexpected game.evryone played v well.in fact todae is the day tt evryone gets a chance t go into the court and play.display teamwk and communication.which is v gd.lots t improve on.we can do it de.ITE jiayou.its reli a brkthr aft 2 yrs of fitin so hard t gt into the place for playin in the finals.bt of cos its stiu nt cfm yet cos tmr we wil be hvin our last game t determine weder we are reli in or not.w our zai-ness and enthu and fitin spirit i believe we will be able t gt dere.and i guess God has owas been so faithful.in fact i tink He is so so so freakin faithful tt throut my 3 games He showed me tt its possible and prayers reli wks wonder.=D Praise be t the Lord.Hallelujah.before the game,coach had a tok w us,gave us redbull.and told us nt t feel nervous and wadeva she sed is stiu in my mind.i tink it reli help the team tgt as one and wk closely.we are mre focused and able t display beta teamwk.i guess.i dono abt the rest.bt i tink todae is reli amazin.coach told us t forget abt POLITE,IVP,ITE SC,wadeva we have,our strength,wadeva clubs we are in.play like a inexperience player.forgt abt how well or lousy we played durin our POLITE days.start w nth,(zero-zero) and kip the fitin spirit dere.and i guess frm dere evryone started t visulize the game and manage t focus and concentrate on the game ba.i dono bt as for me,i was called t go into the court t play wen the match is cumin t an end,the last few mins.i played w all tt i can,t my best ability i'd say.i dived for evry ball,go for evry fastbreak and did all i can in the court t gt the ball however dere isnt any attackin frm me.for a mmt i felt kinda discourage and demoralize bt tis didnt stop me frm being the best tt i cud be on court.in fact i tink todae is the best time for me t perform.i was confident jus a lil tiny bit of nervousness and fear of doin the rong tink on court.tt stop me frm attackin i guess.=\ in anyway im reli happy for myself and the team. ITE JIAYOU. wo men ke yi de! cmon lets all jiayou.we have gt a long way t go.it dusen stop here.ITE WHOOSH~~~

sometimes i jus find it so hard t express myself out.t e extend im so pc w myself and tink so much.sigh.tis is like so so bad.i dn like it.i kno ive did my best in playin on court.im mre den a conqueror.i cnt afford t fear cos fear is
False
Evident
Appearing
Real
i kno i gotta do my best.play my best.and train hard t be a beta player.bt sumtimes i cant.like totally.i jus cant.and i dono why.i owas have t look forward t brkthr and a miracle t happen in my life.at time i feel tt my existence is of no significance in the team.can be pretty depressin.wen i tried so hard jus t be the best tt i can be.is either tt im tken for granted or tt no one appreciates.it have been tis way.for a pretty long time.im jus pretendin t put up a tough front.inside of me is dyin.cryin out.sigh.its ok u guys can ignore tis part.tk it as i self torture.its gonna be over soon.-shake head-it all boils dwn t one simple tinks called respect.i srsly dono hw t cont.im tearin damn badly as all tis is bein typed here.its reli nt ez bein felicia in the team.no one unds.its nt once its nt twice tt ive been givin in t nonsensical stuff,bt its countless times.which i feel sometimes im nt treated like a pure human being.mre of a chu qi tong and play toy.u name it, wadeva it is called.its all cos of God tt i told myself its ok.so wad if i gt tken advantage of,bullied,threathened or wad hav u.im toleratin evry single tink i face evryday.controllin my anger learnin hw t manage it well and be slow t anger.learn t be mre lovin and tkin the initiative.t jus say hi or bye.u name it, i do it.

bring me outta tis place of agony soon.God..I need you.sigh.-sobs-

2007-10-09T23:17:00.000-07:00

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to
always get me through the day and
make it ok
I miss you

I've learned - that you cannot make someone ~~love you~~. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not ~~what you have in your life~~ but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you shouldn't ~~compare yourself~~ to the best others can do. but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not ~~what happens to people~~ that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heart ache for life. I've Learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice. I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it. I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I've learned that true friendship continues grow even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief. I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I've learned that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most. I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you. I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find strength to help.

2007-10-09T09:42:00.000-07:00

todae game was agnst TP.it was a very excitin game.=) i dono wad t say.nth much actuali.i personally feel kinda drain and unprepared for the game.i dono why.i feel biaseness in the team.i feel hatred feelin me.its a bad bad sign.i wish tinks wud gt beta.like seriously.cos i dowan tis t end up nowhere.and i realised how weak i was wen i was put t place on court.i fell twice quite badly and had t stand up on my own.tts when i kno im nt as zai as any other ppl.in anyway well done team ITE.evryone has played well.thou it can be done beta bt im happy for the team.=)tink the score was 51-46 i tink.bt the score isnt evrytink.cos tmr we will hv a match tt we all have been awaitin for.RP.we are gonna beat RP.we are gonna prove ourselves t dem.we have gt strong and zai players.we aint scared.we are gonna conquer the game tmr.SEMI FINALS here we come.jiayou ITE.wo men ke yi de. ;)

2007-10-08T09:37:00.000-07:00

today's game agnst NTU.won by one point.well done girls.evryone had tried our best.lets all jiayou for our upcoming matches.;) nothing is unachievable.we all can do it!ITE JIAYOU.~whoosh!~ =))
score 44-43 i tink. =x
3 mre matches t go.thou i didnt get t be on the court playin todae,i guess i did my part and my best by cheerin and encouragin team mates.i was prayin thr out the whole game.t me it dusen matter if i get t play,as long as i do my best in evrytink i do is actuali a achievement t me.im happy for myself.happy for the team.we have trained for so long and so hard finali our hard wk are bein paid off.3 mre t go.it can be done.nth is impossible.TEAM ITE WO MEN KE YI DE.

went for water baptism on sunday.met huiling,hongkoon and abi and guess wad?annie and my kuku sis was dere too w me t witness my water bap. =p LOL.hopefully i wun gt slaughter by my sis or annie wen dey see tis.=X and im vvvv happy for annie cos she is finali saved.she invited Jesus into her life on sat i tink.if im nt wrong la.and my sis can officially announced tt her whole bball team is being save.their salvation is assured.;) im happy for myself tt i made the decision t follow and walk right w God.t obey Him and walk in his righteousness.deres so much mre i wana do for Him.bt it tks time.slowly im waitin for God t mould me t be mre and mre like him.doin mre for him.risin up t be a shepherd of 2, and t even be a CL. its amazin wen i can progress till so far bt i kno its definitely nt me bt God.=) i wana tk care of God's flock and i wana be closer and hv a mre intimate r/s w God. i yearn t walk w Him all my days. its hard t believe and definitely nt an easy decision t mk bt definitely its worth the mkin of decision cos i kno my rewards are all in heaven.=D my eternal life is secure.how amazin can tis be.

God will make a way where there seems to be no way. (:

2007-10-08T00:36:00.000-07:00

this is like eons ago and i found it oni in xiuzhen's blog. =D

2007-10-04T19:43:00.000-07:00

RECONCILATION

this is all i ask Oh God. ive prayed abt it. ive do all that i tink i shud do. ive done my part. God u see it. see my heart. my desire w clear motive of jus wantin t get back t the times we used t had. i spent the whole nite tinkin so much tt i dono why all tis is happenin t me bt stiu, in all circumstances give thanks t God. Thank you daddy. (: im glad it happened and i kno tt for certain reasons this is happenin t me. i kno im not alone. mabbe others mabbe facin the same situation as i do and i strongly believe in karma. wad goes ards comes ards. so no matter how lil guilt ive gt in me i alr took the initiative t apologise (for no apparent reasons, like WOW. this is cfm not FELICIA LEE LAY HUI!), t mk the firz move t clear evrytink up bt stiu if in the end the outcome isnt wad i expected it t be i can oni self comfort. cos i kno evrytink is well planned in the kingdom of God. Amen! im mre den conqueror. nth is too big for me, cause ive gt God and of cos nth is too big for God cause he is simply almighty and he works beyond measure. Hallelujah!

this is my heart,my one desire
is to be where you are Lord,
now & forever.

not my will, but Yours be done.
Hallelujah.

so much for rantin i feel slightly beta now.bt i guess i din slp v well ytd nite.aft all tt has happened in total i send 2 msges if im nt wrong t tt ~~someone~~.aft sendin i was kinda lookin forward t a rlp bt t my disappointment i didnt rcv any except one tts "who are you?" and tts it.and tts wen my second long msg came in,and i told myself tt i dunnit t be sad or wad nt cos ive done my part & if shes mature and sensible enuff she will kno wad i mean and kno wad t do.so in the end outcome is nth.hmmmmmm.tts all ive gt t say.

ive gt sth t announced i dono why jus before i blog i went t view my blog and i saw a tag frm SPAMMER sayin sth like ATTITUDE DOG.hmmmm. i was like wow bt immediately i went t delete the tag cos i dunnit sucha _______ (fill in the blanks) t ruin my happy life and of cos i dunnit a spammer in my life. im happy the way im and of cos the way im leadin my life.its ok if anyone find me detestable,dislike me or have sth agnst me.all tis i don care.cos i don live in tis world t pls any1.bt i give my best t evry1.those whom i love and whom i don love so much.but once the trust and respect is being abused den tts it.i live for the audience of One. ;)

2007-10-04T07:18:00.000-07:00

im back t blog. oh abt tt day its jus damn screwed, pathetic and mst cui weddin i eva seen. cos he damn useless and lousy. he dono wad t say, how t swit tok and melt my sis hart. which is like so OMG la. tt day so grand and impt he jus... -sigh- i reli am speechless. we went esplanade t tk pics. and i was so ugly tt day. haha ok! tts nt the point. anw enuff of tt day. im reli sick and tired of it alr.

okok. first im v proud and can finally happily announced tt my finalised and cfm result for my first sem is 4. i went t check online in sch CVC ctr aft trg. i was so happy tt i was grinnin frm ear t ear cos i jus cudnt believe it and it was so unexpected and unbelievable. cos i tot i wudnt do so well. my lect said i act screwed my ISS section C up and i guess tt is depressin enuff t pull me dwn. bt by God's grace i topped the class. as in overall. as for core module itself i didnt do tt well for my final exam. w tt kinda results tt ive reaped i feel tt its all God. and of cos thanks t my cuz (KIM), lect, classmates, DI6, frens for encouragin and believin in me tt i can do it. w/o u guys i guess i wudnt hv cum so far. of cos it dusen stop her cos ill stiu cont t wk hard and do beta e next time. i feel tt God is so amazin and He indeed reli work beyond wonders. its jus sth tt i cant express out fully bt my hart is full of gratitude.

anw next wk mon t thurs will be hvin competition. zzzzzz. sian sian sian. i dread tmr's trg. i dread upcomin matches. *sigh sigh sigh*

Preliminary Round

8 Oct (Monday) 8.45 pm NTU vs ITE
9 Oct (Tuesday) 730pm ITE vs TP
10 Oct (Wednesday) 730pm SP vs ITE
11 Oct (Thursday) 845 pm RP vs ITE

Venue: NTU-NIE Press Hall

REPLIES

sub: wads ur url?=x

dono: no one actuali. its jus a .... song. =)

shasha: erm ure? leave ur link down loh. ;)

veron: im nt siao. im jus enthu and lively. unlike u! *roar*

2007-09-29T21:15:00.000-07:00

i hate t be feelin sick. and i tink ive gt a very weak body. rahh. i dono if its me or the weather. sigh. oh anyway ytd was my sis's big day. ha. she gt married t tis useless guy called ken cai. oh i hope she wun see tis. lol. wk up early in the mrg t go over and 'block' the door. damn lame. ive nv done all tis before. and i tink so far its the mst cui and pathetic weddin i eva seen. cos the mmt i reach her hse dere was no one except her one fren, make up artist and photographer tts all. and nt t forget two car outside waitin t pick her up t go ken's hse. one is 7 seater, one normal 4 seater car. so wen ken finali stood outside the door me and my younger sis started t dui him and sorta reprimand him. haha! i nv tot id be so mean. and its like so early in the mornin. bt they reli damn &*(&*(#. the ang bao dey gave was oni like S$8.80. and so my sis fren jasmine wasnt quite happy. she said it was ridiculous. aft much bargainin session dey gave another S$8.which is like, 'thanks ah'. so much for being.. nvm. so i heck care. let the 2 girls tok. haha. i siam. den in the end it was runnin outta time and we gt no choice bt t open the door. so yea. and u kno tt ken is so tupid ah. reli leh. i admit i ah gong bt he ah.... super super ah gong.

& i gtg now. blog agn.

2007-09-29T20:50:00.000-07:00

Please give me one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance coz I can't give you up.
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you.

2007-09-28T09:06:00.000-07:00

actual pic

me and ping

edited by dear JESSICA

2007-09-25T09:13:00.000-07:00

i am jasmine helping felicia to upload some pics we took on X2 prayermeet time.enjoy.=)

2007-09-22T09:50:00.000-07:00

i miss this.sigh.

2007-09-22T09:07:00.000-07:00

Basketball masquerade

wk up at 9.prepared and gt ready at 10.left hse t bugis t mit the rest for Word For Life.surprisingly i was slightly earlier den expected mtg time.waited for the rest and went t Coleman College for WFL.we walked v long before we found the place.in the end wen we found the place we went up t second level.Xiuzhen called t ask us t cum dwn agn.sian.zzz.so went dwn.my class (Life Management Essentials) is located at level 4C.my class wen i was in sec 4.lol.ok.tts random.lesson was fun and great.learned alot frm it and im sure ill benefit frm the class.sadly ive t leave at 3 for bball.had frenly w Tamp East.supposed t mit team and coach 430 at amk.i reached at 4.i msged coach she din reply.i waited.till like 430 i msg adeline.called coach.t no avail and aft awhile ade replied no one mtg dere.u go urself.tk 135.we on the way alr.like &&*(&#)* chicken feather la!thanks la.so much for being early.ok matters aside.tis is oni the startin of my anger.so nvm i walked and bused dere.being the stupid person and no sense of direction person i asked the uncle if the bus goes t Bradell Height CC and he said yea.so i was like please tell me wen ive reached the place.aft tt i moved t find a seat.SO he reconfirm agn.he was like ah girl ah,so is Bradell Height CC hor?i said ya.den wen i saw NYJC i was like yea im nearin kinda tink cos i rmb coach sayin its near NYJC.so i waited and 3 bus stop ltr i was quite pissed like did i reli miss the place.i went t ask him and he said oh ya alamak i forgt ah.frm tt mmt on i kept quiet.i wait for him t finish tokin and i left the bus without sayin a word wen he kept sayin sorry.like wth.grrr.damn pekcek.super frustratin!!!argh.at tt pt of time i was reli on the verge of gg mad and he is drivin me crazy.rahhhh.and furthermore i was hvin on and off headache since ytd.mabbe w my on and off headache + ss makes me tis way.tis sucks ok.like totally.to the max.to the core.bloody shit.bused back and freakin hell took quite sometime t find the freakin place.changed and ran t the court thou i was feelin like shit both physically and mentally.ran t court saw dem doin warm up alr.so i wenta run ten rounds ard the court and started doin my warm up.do till half way coach started sayin me late alr stiu slowly or sth lidat so i went into the court reluctuntly t do wadeva she wants me t do.i reli din focus and dono wad the toot they doin.seriously.tts how screwed and pissed i was.damn moody.hate it.den aft tt i was alr quite restless and runnin outta energy and w the on and off of the headache jus kills me.i was feeling

demoralised
depressed
miserable
shattered
broken

and i dono wad else t describe myself.seriously.no one wud be able t comprehend how i was feelin.its was pure shit.deep within i jus cudnt help it.cos i reli wish t cry damn badly bt i told myself i gotta be strg.and i held back my tears.all e way till evrytink ended and wen i was alone.i cried my way back.durin the game i put up a tough front.for a mmt i felt like leavin the team.cos i feel tt dere isnt proper communication among each other and it seems like evryone ard me is changin?*shrugs*mabbe its jus me.sigh.i seriously dono wads wrong.part of me is stiu fitin for tis IVP bt another part of me is dyin off.thou i kno m here in the team for one v purpose.jus one.for the passion.so wad if my passion is dyin off.its quite saddenin isnt it.im tryin hard t find the missin pieces of me back.i don wish for me t affect tis team.i reli dono wad t do.i jus feel v miserable,depressin t be in the team.don ask me why.i jus feel so and nobody unds.i kept evrytink deep within of me.till tis v day.i cant tk it anymore tts why i cried myself out.i nv felt tis screwed and lousy before.evrytink is jus comin t me.Gosh.

God, please help me and lead me. Show me wads best for me. Direct me. Bring me outta tis agony. U knoe tt i don belong here and i don wish t stay here for long. See my heart, desires and wad i wana do. Even rite now, m fallin into my deepest pit, u come oh Lord. Help me and show me the vision. I knoe its gonna be over soon. Pick me up oh God. I really need you. sigh. likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee REALLLLLLLLY. ))))))))))):

if u gimme one chance t tell u how i was feeling..
if only..

2007-09-21T09:25:00.000-07:00

mon wed thurs had trg. both CE cum combine trg. its tirin. i cant reli rmb wad i did exactly thou.all i kno is tt aft my exams my life jus revolves bball.=x mabbe its a gd tink mabbe its not.=\ todae is supposed the last wk of sch bt ive enjoyed one wk of hols alr.todae went back for emergency mtg.w section head and class advisor.it was meant t be a v formal and official.in a way its revealin of exams result.so its kinda scary and gaga.=X evrytink ended an hr ltr.aft class stayed back t enquire abt some stuff w ms chong.and apparently shawn chua was dere.he was tellin me tt hes the top in our class for ISS.so i was like ok.i mean at tt pt of time i was feelin kinda disappointed bt i told myself i cant afford t cos i kno myself well enuff yes i did studied bt i screw some part of it upside dwn.so its pretty bad.self-comfortin.so aft tt we waited for ms chong outside HPL.waited and she told us our results.shawn fair quite ok.safe ground la and den wen it comes t my name i was damn scared and nervous.it felt like my hart nearly dropped out.cos i kno myself tt i didnt do v well for 1 ppr.and d other ppr i oni did and fair average.so its kinda saddens me.the mmt she told me my GPA was 4.i gt a shock outta my life.for tt mmt i felt like i cudnt believe it.bt aftall its not finalised and im oni the top in class for overall.which i don have the sense of satisfaction.): i told myself i cant be complacent and i shud wk even harder t maintain my current results.i kno many wudnt believe my result even i myself cant believe it.it was jus unexpected.im glad i made it.((: All praises goes t God.

thurs
had frenly match cum trg.compete agnst Ministry Of Health.sounds weird i kno bt yea.it was held somewhere at Tan Tock Seng Hospital dere.i'd say its a gd start for mst players who don reli und and kno bball well.its a gd exposure and experiencin mmt for many of us.we managed t communicate beta,defence beta and deres slight improvement.we won by 12 pts its nt reli a big deal t me and t coach.cos we are expected t thrash dem.dey oni had 8 players.and furthermore their players are nt so active and young as us.thou we won bt i believe deres mre room for improvement.mabbe we were jus tired.cos pract tis wk is mon wed and thurs bball?so yea.i tink i reli nid t improve on my defence.if deres no defence dere wudnt be any chance for offencin.so yea FELICIA JIAYOU! CE WHOOSH!
*yunru thanks for offerin t help me in massagin my back cos it hurts big time.and the feelin jus sucks.=\ and i rmbered i was damn sweaty and smelly bt u didnt mind.am so touched!heh*

tis is how my schedule is gonna be like for next wk.
mon wed fri trg
tues dental appt
sat frenly match cum sis weddin.
(and im contemplatin which t do,sigh.cos both is equally impt t me.):)
God please help me.you know im indecisive and i dono which one wud be the one tt i shud priortise.show me the way.lead me and direct me.Amen.((:
sunday revision or Word For Life.

boohoo.dere goes my week.

2007-09-21T03:41:00.000-07:00

erm. =x dey seems t be lovin' it

=)

WEE. i look so happy. =\

again the same few ppl w our jiemei cheetat.

i'm so cute. lol

DI6

i feel squashed. and its so obvious im FAT. =

2007-09-07T07:43:00.000-07:00

Though in life there are certain principals to abide in, but I believe somehow or another I should have my own stand and say as to what I want in life. It’s concluded that life isn’t easy. –sighh-

Haven been here for quite sometime to blog. Anyways just got back result for iss common test. Its upon 60 and I oni scored a damn 34. its jus a freakin borderline pass and I aint v satisfied w my own performance. Nonetheless im gonna wk even harder. Knowin tt since ive study so hard and I didn’t gt wad I wanted I guess I jus have t wk twice as hard and t nt be so complacent I guess. Its sth tt I didn’t imagine tt id end up at. I nv tot id end up in sucha state where by I wud do so lousier then my classmate who don’t owas attend class. Its kinda disappointin isn’t it? Like u kno u wk sucha long way, so hard and prepared before hand bt in the end its so useless. Sigh. I dono if its me, the surroundin or jsu me. Its kinda frustratin. And its drivin me mad. I reli dono wad t say abt myself anymore. Im jus gonna wk hard and see my hard wk bein paid off. *sulks*

Anyway that was xuan who helped me t uploaded all that pics for u guys t enjoy and have fun lauffin. =p

Mellie: her as in my mom. =\ yea mit aft my exams. =)

Zed: no la its not. I was tryin t concentrate bt I was so stress tt I did so much stupid tinks. Bt thank goodness tt ive gt frens like liping and xuan t put up w all my nonsense. =X

Huiling: since wen? I tot t u ive owas been the funny and live-li-est person u kno? Lol. Hmm anyway it’s a must must must t go HUILING’s blog ok ppl. Check it out and read the part tt has my pic dere. So damn hilarious. LOL. Office lol ppl tink u mad u kno? Ha. Bt nvm la. Ure v ticklish so its ok. Im already immune t the TICKLISH HUILING. Opps. I jus revealed ur deepest secret. Im sry I don’t mean it ok. =P

2007-09-06T22:18:00.000-07:00

ok.first thing first.i'm not a ' ZI LIAN' .i just happen to take these pictures cux i'm bored after studying.haha.anyway,ppl always think tt i'm always in the basketball court.but NO!!i don't.though i like basketball but tt doesn't mean i'm always on court.ya.hmmm.anyways,i feel so weird tt huilin is so romantic man.i mean she doesn't call me darling or wat.but one day she msg me and calls me tt and is like.....hmmm...kinda weird.but its ok la...hahahaha.ok....enjoy the pictures!!!

machowoman eh..

yumyum.

wat you looking at huh

the ugly side. but we're still cute!!

oink!

sparstic fel

???

you noe wat we're thinking
hahahahahaha

ain't i cute

godzilla me whahahah

ding dong bell!!!

wooooooooooooow

enjoy the pictures ppl!!!

sign off,
=]

2007-09-03T07:02:00.000-07:00

Tralalalalalal , there goes your photo felicia.

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2007-08-31T09:18:00.000-07:00

oh, felicia what a fiasco are you!

oh wells oh wells. one down. finali i feel kinda relieve. cos presentation and proj is over. lucky we manage t mit the dateline and finish up the report and it was quite well done. jus tt *shrugs* i dono. bt i reli wana score well for tis module. cos for tis term deres oni two core modules tt im tkin and its the mst crucial and significant ones. ): so God, please bless me and see me through. i kno its not gonna be easy bt i trust in You and Your promises t get there. -points- haha. now my next check point is self study and gg t sch for revision revision and mre revisions!!! rawrr. i badly wana gt an A for tis module. grrr.

todae's presentation last for abt 3 hrs or so? plus minus la. hmm aft tt headed home t slp. wk up t do some stuff and headed t amk ministry hse for prayer mtg. bt i headed t subway for dinner. bumped into huiling, hong koon and ace. waited for dem and we left for amk ministry hse tgt. =)
prayer mtg started at 7+ close t 8 ended ard 10. todae's prayer was refreshin and jus great. its jus beyond description. ha. and i felt like we were havin a marathon kinda prayer mtg den those eh. normal prayer mtg? ha. ok i dono wad im tokin abt bt its jus ~. u kno? yada yada. ok i tink im loose wire alr. so jus bear w me. haha. once agn i was challenged tt i MUST be a shephered by end sept. YES! it can be done, felicia. thou it was a 2 hrs long prayer mtg it was a gd one thou. i managed t experience God in a mre real and tangible way tt i nv did. it mks me wana surrender my whole self t Him. cos the whole congregation was jus so wonderful tt it mks me so sinful and i cant help bt e repent and seek forgiveness. its nt tt im tryin t exaggerate bt its like hurr so bad till i can feel my heart almst droppin out. tts wad i told xuan. haha! im also challenge t grow grow grow. i dowan t stay at the level where im now. i wana go up t a higher level. experience and be exposed t mre challenges. so tt i can truly rely and turn t Him. i cant say i fully rely and turn t him in my evry day life yet bt im slowly learnin t pick up tis self discipline. i wana die t myself tt i mus treat ppl rite. esp 2 mst &*&#$*( person. and its close t me and someone whom ive t face for the whole of my two year course in Sport Management. i guess thr tis statement is pretty obvious who im tokin abt. xuan u definitely kno who isit la. haha bt i reli die t myself tt im gonna love dem mre den hate dem or bearin any grudges w dem. pouts. its so hard. im prayin damn hard tt God will change my weakness in exchange wif his fruit of the spirit. therefore one day it will come t past tt im able t conquer anytink tt im facin w victory. ;) argh actuali at tis pt of time im feelin damn vex and pekcek. tinkin of the tinks ive t cope and the two HARD person in life tt ive t overcome and deal w. tsk. i reli wana be set freeeeeeeeeeeeee. grrrr. i dowan t be leavin in tis world of my own and hvin t hate someone whom i actuali love and treasure alot. sigh. i suck.

goodbye world.

2007-08-30T07:34:00.000-07:00

rightttt. this is so ugly. sorry. just bear with it. ha.

this looks so cheeky. just look at me. im feeling so high early in the mornin before 5. -.-"

in class! peek-a-boooo. LOL.

ping pong and me. OPPS

2007-08-28T23:56:00.000-07:00

your smile; irresistible
so sweet, the sight of you melts me. (:

ti ta ta ti da da.

iss common test jus over. jus had a tok w ms chong. cos she said she wana see me. =\ and oh well. deres alot of bad tinks tt has been happenin t me. ): bt its ok. i jus lost my thumbdrive last thurs while rushin proj in MLC. and i was rushin off t go t the gym and wk out. and only till fri nite den i realised. which i guess its too late. i went back on monday t see if deres any kind soul who'd return bt no. dere wasnt any thumbdrive found. so i told myself its ok. and i totally forgt abt it. i din tell shawn till like ytd. and i was reminded tt in my thumbdrive nt oni do i have my personal stuff bt i oso have the class cash flow in dere whereby me being the treasurer shud kip track and monitor! rahh. so i took the courage t msg ms chong at nite t inform her. and she tot i lost the whole class class's fund in the MLC. which is so >.< and so i explained myself and yea. i jus sent her a email thou. she told me t treat tis as thou like its a police case and so i did. =X i jus have t wait and see if deres any news abt my poor thumbdrive tt ive abandoned. =\ if nt id jus have t collate all the info and statement of a/c i have t gauge how much the class have spent and left. matter aside, im gettin all so heat up and pissed cos of the proj ive t complete by fri. and we are supposed t each present our roles. and somehow or rather sth jus cant be done on time and its quite frustratin esp wen u assign a role t someone and yet the task is completed properly. it jus goes t show how much one can be entrusted w a simple task. tsk. -shake head- bt wadeva the case, im workin hard for the proj, and presentation. i dono if my grp mates have the same vision as i do bt i definitely wana do well and score for tis. i guess sometimes its a tedious process t be absorbin and hvin t learn and memorize so much stuff w the little time we have bt projs like tis requires teamwork and frm dere we can score. and if tgt if we wk tgt we will definitely do beta den any other grps. bt sometimes its a pity tt ppl tk tinks too lightly and jus become so nonchalant abt tinks lidat. mabbe im jus expectin too much.

iss test was ok jus tt for a mmt i jus cudnt recall wads the result of experiencin dehydration and dere i go. i screw it all up. i tink i lost quite a lot of marks thou. bt evrytink has been done i jus can try and do better. =) *pats myself* anyway napfa result is finali out! guess wad? ive gt a silver. ha. i tot ... okay nvm. beloved gt GOLD! congrats congrats. haha.

im doin wadeva i can t finish up and hand up a piece of gd wk. mabbe its nt as gd as i expected it t be cos of time restraint. im gonna start my revision on iss and bfd for my upcomin exams tts t come. 10 and 12 sep is the mst crucial time for me.pouts. bt im gonna harddddddddddddd. argh. jus like how hard im trg and preparin for ite sc. ltr im hvin yunyun's trg at 430. i hope i wun die. bahahha. so far i tink i oni went t her trg once. =X monday i jus had gary's trg. bt it was alrite. jus tt i tink its on the verge of intensive trg. hahha. tt means mre fats t be burn!!! wooohoo. haha.

my challenge!!! next mth i mus be grown.lol. SHEPHERD SHEPHERD SHEPHERD!!!

GROW GROW GROW. FELICIA JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU. nothing is too big for me, for You are with me. ;)

i love xiao yu!
you are my xiao yu,
my only xiao yu,
you make me happy when skies are grey,
you never know dear, how much i love you,
please dont take my xiao yu away.

LOL. go decipher yourself. haha.

oh ya! before i go, ive gt something t confess. haha. =\

for the past few days i kept dreamin abt ahem. and it jus so happen evryday i miss her. so much. tt words cudnt express how im feelin. bt hey! cmon don get me wrong its jus a dream and i jus MISS her. and nth else. im clear abt my feelings. =)) and yea first dream was abt she was so close t me tt evrywhere i go, she'd follow and be with me. awwww. second one was abt her msgin me. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. never wud i expected tt id dream of sth like tis. ha. reli reli unexpected. poof. and the mmt i wk up its just a dream. grins. tts all for now. =]

2007-08-22T23:03:00.000-07:00

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility.I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me.So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done.And things that have not occurred yet.And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for.

I understand that there’s some problems.And I’m not too blind to know.All the pain you kept inside you.Even though you might not show.If I can't apologize for being wrong.Then it’s just a shame on me.I’d be the reason for your pain.And you could put the blame on me.

2007-08-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

Oh Hi , this is krystal here , helping Felicia to blog , haha !
Enjoy the Photos she wants to post up .

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- krys

2007-08-13T21:27:00.000-07:00

t tink that tmr is my bdae alr. and its like so fast and time flies. kinda sad tt im growin older. ): bt its ok. its a gd tink. time t mature myself. ha. mabbe im stiu v child like. =\ anyway i wudnt say im happy tt tmr cumin, nt sad tt my bdae is here bt quite disappointed in myself and w someoene. tts all abt it i guess. bt i jus wana thank my beloved, and bf for buyin a red jersey top for my bdae. wana thank evryone in advance for the surprises, wishes and present tt ill soon get. =) cos i dono wen i will gt a chance t cum online agn t blog or post anytink. tts all for now. thanks evryone. *smiles*

i just wish for happiness. sigh. cheer up felicia!

2007-08-12T23:12:00.000-07:00

BEV is actin cool. like whatever. hah. the guy in ORANGE is so COOL~

that's OUR class advisor. ;)

WOW. look at that pair of shoe im wearin. gorgeous! =D

2007-08-05T08:40:00.001-07:00

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you save for a rainy day.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be easily attracted to fads and fashions. You are showy and want to be noticed.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's The True You?

how true? -sceptical look- o.O

2007-08-05T08:32:00.001-07:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2007-08-02T08:23:00.000-07:00

the most devasting moment

finally im back here t announce tt polite season have come t an end. bt nonetheless am i gonna stop trg or let my passion die on me. i mus say we have come a long way. together as a team, we train hard, fought hard bt wen it comes t tis very end we didnt gt into the champion bt we cling in first. which is a very gd achievement t me already. i guess sometimes wen u have too high an expectaion ull tend t be disappointed wen the outcome isnt wad uve been prayin and trg hard for. im proud of my team, cos in evry match we fight hard and nv give up. i like tt kinda attitude. i guess weder we win or lose in tis final match is nt v impt. cos aftall deres oni gonna be one champion. we can owas train hard and fite for wad we wan agn. t me, being in the team is a very gd experience. as i learn t tolerate one another's nonsense, the pms/attitude id gt frm some of them, t put up w dem and t train hard as a team tgt. ive been thr quite alot and learn frm manyh differences. i learn t accept dem the way they are no matter how irritatin i tink one can gt. ha. oh well, tts joke aside. all in all i tink we have display gd team wk and fitin spirit. lets jiayou and train hard for next yr ppl. =)

challenge: one mre mth t be a shepherd. woooo. *takes a deep breath* ill be able t mk it, by faith. jiayou felicia. don give up.

1 mre mth t the big day! crucial time id say. EXAMS period. nw tt polite season is off id wana put in mre tym t train up for ITE SC and to put in extra effort t study so tt i can glorify Him in my studies. i reli wan to. i mus jiayou jiayou jiayou. i guess now its the time t sharpen up my 'pencil' cos durin tis period of tuff and exhaustin moment i feel like jus tkin a brk witch will eventually lead me t give up. and i dowan tt t happen. i dowan t see it cumin t past. God, help me, give me stregth. Protect and encourage me, thou the world may discriminate, hate, judge or even despise me bt i kno ull nv fail me. Help me and see me thr tis tough time. i really nid u. i love you. Amen. (:

im both mentally and emotionally tired aft the whole day i must say bt ill be fine. tmr will be a beta day. friends, pls push me t do wadeva im supposed t do t become a strong center for college east.

and lastly i nid t jian fei. haha. i realised mabbe its due t stress or jus plain indulgence in food tt im eatin so so so so much even wen im v full and i nv seems t exercise or lose weight. which is v fat. ltr i become v big size like janice how? i dowan. haha. sheesh.

2007-07-30T08:27:00.000-07:00

2007-07-26T00:28:00.000-07:00

Monday

had lsn till 5. had roleplay. aft roleplay met up w my beloved ika. went t her place. she changed and all left t bedok. bedok is hvin pasar malam. lol. we went for dinner at e hawker dere.aft which we shop ard and hunt for her court shoe. cos she doesnt have any. aft tt i went home.

Tuesday

went t sch for an hr of lsn. aft lsn helped liping w her proj.aft tt rush home cos evryone wil be at my place cos its an impt day! its my mum's firz yr death anni. aft tt my dad cater food t my place. alot of ppl was over at my place. prepared and cab t nus. send my ah ma home den went nus for award ceremony. waited quite long before the whole tink started. ended at 5 plus. cab t rp t mit my teammates. game started. at the start of the game my coach refuse t put me down. i tink i beat die him he oso wun gimme a chance. bt durin the second or third quarter i went dwn t play for merely afew secs?or mayb mins.aft the game my junior a sad piece of news. which is my sec sch old coach has past away. )): i was shocked. sigh. oh wells. ive t say he is one v gd coach. he's patient w me in a way. w/o him i wudnt be who im now. like seriously, he impacted my life quite alot. he believed in my wen no one else did. he encourage me like deres no tmr. he rmbs my bdae. i rmb durin my sec sch days id owas wk up at 6 every morning t go his place and fetch him up. den we will cab t amk cc t train w the rest. anderson, and mayflower sec. aft evry single trg we will hv breakfast tgt and we will cab back. send him hm and ill go off. thou he may nt be ard bt he will owas be rmbered.

Wednesday

went t excursion at nus t experiment some stuff. the person sorta brief us abt wads gg t happen durin our bz mth of aug. left at 1. reach sch and had ytf one gram of fat. haha. aft tt left t mit nana. dey went t eat at tis kopi tiam. aft tt we headed t bedok inter cos deres pasar malam. she wanted t look for the spongebob big big stickers bt she cudnt find. aft tt we slacked at macs. she kept playnin w my mai yar tang. so irritatin la. she snatched w me till the plastic cracked. i pekcek till dowan the whole tink. was disgusted alr. zzz. aft tt mit liping. went t my place. i changed and pack my bag. went t kaki bukit cc for e ceremony. aft tt left t amk t my coach's wake. met up w angelia aft tt t hv dinner. left at 1130. reach hm damn late alr. so i slept. wk up at 6 t go sch and wen im dere i don see anyone ard. and i was tinkin wads wrong. i called ping she didnt ans me oso. -.-" aft tt went t sit w arfah den realised lsn cancelled. and tt means i can don cum sch for the whole day. >.< discuss some project matters w bf and left. left w brendon. came t my cuz place. slept the mmt i reach till abt 1 plus. i tink i slept for 3 hrs. it was damn shuang. i was damn shag. zzz. tts all for now. im gg t mit the team 430 at woodlands. hopefully todae my performance wil be beta todae.

sorry swan, t let u dwn and perform so badly wen u came all the way dwn jus t support us. i dono wad else t say bt im too utterly disappointed in myself. shake head.

2007-07-23T17:21:00.000-07:00

emo shit!

piggy back-in jess <3

me and bevvy

me and april kong!

2007-07-22T04:12:00.000-07:00

these are the pics i found in tis com. my cuz place! haha. oh well. anyway tats my younger and older sis. my older sis is gettin married soon thou. >.<

2007-07-19T23:59:00.001-07:00

I AM THE MAN. hawhawhaw.

clique w boyfriend and shaunie

CLIQUE clique. <3<3

2007-07-15T22:18:00.000-07:00

A decision t make-indeed it wasn’t easy.

Im glad im feelin so much better. After tinkin for so long, I guess life stiu have t go on. I cant afford allow challenges and ppl or even u t stop me frm gg on. Indeed I realized tt all tis has made me stronger as an individual t deal w times like tis. Im glad tt im getting beta as each day passes. Though ive t admit tt in the beginning it reli affected me so much tt I felt like breakin dwn and jus put a full stop t evrytink. Thanks shepherd huiling for being dere and t listen t wad ive t complain and tell u.

Our greatest fear is nt tt we are inadequate bt tt we are powerful beyond measure.

Finali aft 2 mths of waitin our uniform is here! Like woohoo. Tk pics w boyfriend and my clique. =) fri went t sch for oni an hr of lsn. Aft lsn we mit up t discuss abt our roleplay and aft which we stayed back t finish the assignment on dehydration that ms chong has assign for us. Went home t change and all. Oh and I trimmed my hair on tt day! Haha. Aft waitin for 4 mths I finali bear t trim it. Lol. Cos I was tinkin if I don do it on fri id have no time t trim it alr. Moreover todae we are supposed t hv trg bt now its nt cfm if tis stiu on. Cos nt many ppl is cumin. Even the captain. So we’ll see how. Bought sch uniform den went t amk t help xiuzhen t sell her fone. Aft tt bus dwn t town t mit mabel sweetheart. ((: like finali managed t mit her! Shes damn bad cos she kips bullyin me and suan-in me. Damn bad la. She changed. She don’t love me anymore! –whines- ahhah. Oh well. Tts not the pt. on that nite FRIDAY THE 13th I lost my ezlink. )))): which I jus topped up and extend my concession. Rahh.

Sat went for service bt was slightly later den the rest. Cos my cousin came over t my place so I had t entertain them and oso I helped my dad t run some errand so I rush dwn aft im done w evrytink. Aft service went t look for big j t see hows his op and his knee. The mmt I saw his knee I feel the pain for him, ): bt he damn mean la. He said I v fake., hur. Aft sendin him off I went t meridian t find the rest. Had dinner tgt. Had lots of fun and embarrassin mmt for huiling. Sorta surprise t show her how much we actuali love her. Lol. And as usual I was crappin w her leavin her w no peace even her precious time of eatin her dinner. =\ we went crazy., practiucally its jus fun and I didn’t care abt anytink else. Haha., met up w nana and annie aft tt. Was quite pissed for a mmt. Cos annie actuali ask nana t hit my head and she smack it and whack it damn badly. Bt I controlled myself. And I didn’t tink aft the anger bt I told myself its ok. Thou I was damn frustrated. I mean cmmon if u were t put into my shoe u’d definitely have the right t feel frustrated and pekcek la. Tskk. Oh wells. Lets not dig into wad happened. =) Sunday stayed home did all the stuff tt ive t do. Went t mit huiling for studying session. I was late. By half and hr. sryy! Aft tt we left for dinner at abt 6+ or 7 lidat. Aft dinner went home. Home t slp.

For tis whole week im oni free and available on wed. though its yet t be confirm. Cos nt sure wen will nid t go and collect our jerseys. Tues im hvin combine trg, wed im sorta free I guess. Thurs hvin combine trg fri is our firz game w NYP. Im excited yet im scared. =s –sigh- im feelin inferior and lousy. –shake head-

Im off.

2007-07-12T03:46:00.000-07:00

theres so much i wana say. so much tt im feelin. sigh.

thanks but sorry
i dono where t start bt im feelin tt we are driftin apart.thou we mayb be classmates and we see each other almost evry single day, tis can be happenin. which is quite sad. ill gt over tis over soon. i cant let this be w me for long thou im quite affected by it. even now as im bloggin. im feelin devastated myself. ive gt no one t blame bt myself. i dono wad has happened tt wud cause use t drift apart. theres so many tinks u promised me and u said ull mk it cum t past bt i guess evrytink has change or rather is changin. t me, uve changed t. mabbe its me. and so im sorry. i kno uve made new frens and is close t ppl frm my grp. so be it if tt mks u happy or comfortable. (: u don used t do tinks tt u used t do, ur promises t me are nt met, and ur nonchalant attitude towards me jus hurts me. alot id say bt it dusen matter. its for me t handle. i dono wad else t say bt im utterly disappointed in u.ill try t love u stiu thou its no easy. i will tk it as nth has happened.

i guess wad im gg thr now, no one will be able t comprehend bt im rest assured. cos he says "never will i leave u, never will i forsake u."

bless me.im gonna prepare for my impt games next wk.kip me in prayers. =)

2007-07-11T08:40:00.000-07:00

http://my-white-horse.blogspot.com/

interested to know? click on the link.

was damn pissed wen i saw some stuff. bt aft sometime, i realised i mus learn t control my anger and NOT be quick t anger. ): tts wad i learn like ytd. pouts. its ok. i don mind bein condemn or detestable t ppl ard me. wad matters mst if ppl like huiling still love me. and i wun feel neglected of unlove any longer. =) *cheers*
im damn tired and shag now. =\ oni 8-9 ppl turn up for frenly w ntu jus nw. and i was the center tt hv t last for the whole match. bt i managed t survive thr tt 45-60mins on court.we had 30secs grace period t continue playin.and durin tt 30secs i shot an underbasket.yay.3 cheers.thou i oni attempted 2 tries and shot twice todae bt its an improvement alr.cos ive nv dared t play t my fullest potential wen it cums t playin w girls.=s God,please help me t be able t play t my full potential,gimme strength t pull thr the next few weeks durin my crucial period and the wisdom in shoot evry shot w confidence.((: i dono wad else t blog abt alr.im gg off t rush my bfd hw and off t bed.nites ppl.

combine team players. ((:
well done ppl. we played well and its a gd experience for each individual. my apologies for nt bein t play well and my defense was done pretty badly too. =\ lets jiayou tgt. i believe tt its a gd exposure t play w a team tts stronger den us. we can do it. ITE WOOSH~

2007-07-09T21:13:00.001-07:00

received a gift frm ping ans jessica!! so damn touch. haha. its like damn nice la. its a bball photo frame w our clique's pic. ((: anw i took pic w jess ytd and some of which turn out t be quite obscene wen its jus a normal shot. -.-" for mre info,

go to http://jaciess.blogspot.com/

ytd had trg. sch till 5 den trg started at 530. im bloggin in sch now. =D anw tis mornin lsn was at 8. reach at 8 on the dot cos slept till pretty late. damn tired and shag ah! so had iss. and durin lsn we were learnin and sharin at the same time. and i will nv nv nv forget ms chong's impression of me as a big appetizer la. wth. she even announced t the whole class tt "felicia can actually eat alot..." the list goes on. so paiseh la. tsk. i bet i was blushin at tt pt of time. =\ she asked me nt t be shy abt it. like how to la! so embarrassin. haha. i bet oni afew ppl kno how much i can eat. those whom im close t. OPPS. hah. aft lsn went for brk all the way till now. ive gt like so many hrs of free time. part of me wana kno mre abt nutrtion and the other part of me is dreadin. im feelin lazt. i find myself lackin. ahh. bla. bullshit. im havin polite trg ltr 5 at bishan ite. booo. so yea. oh abt tmr's frenly w ntu have yet t confirm if its still on cos nt many ppl can mk it. even our main players aint gonna be dere so we shall see how ltr durin trg. zzz. hopefully postpone or sth? hmm. cos next wk we are gonna start our comp. first match w nyp. and tt means im gonna see my sis dere. haha. how cool. ive nv experience gg for a match expectin t see my own sis dere durin the match. i tink its quite awkward. lets pray hard tt ill play well. =) wish me luck. =D offfffffffffffff~

furby: added. haha. gt miss me anot?? =p

JAZ: i oni kno 2 players dere. i went dere for frenly. so yea. whos ur fren? wads her name? felicia? ;p haha.

SmilezS!: no have den call me and ask loh. haha. i tink almst evrytink of u is dyin on u. ur fone ur com and wads next? haha. wen are u gonna consult my com at home? ):

jul: ya u tamade person! lol. stiu alive ah? u seems t be v happy and shock at wad ur frens have plan for ur bdae hur. haha. yea i eat alot. :S sheesh. its meant t be a secret. LOL.

del: wow thanks. tt helped so much. first day of sch gt mini test next day. comin up w a grp proj on some disease and next wk gt exam. wth. madness!

2007-07-05T07:57:00.000-07:00

callin out all college east basketball players. pls note that monday which is 9/7/2007 we are havin sch trg 530 at sch bball court. pls help t pass the message ard. thanks. dont be late and ready by 530.

tues polite trg reach bishan ite at 430 t prepare and be ready by 5. trg will start at 5! thurs trg nt cfm yet cos we mite have frenly w ntu on wed. once cfm msg will be pass dwn. and and and rmb t bring both the consent forms on monday. both frenly match cf and dragonboat cf.

had matched a kaixuan todae. evryone played fairly well. except for me. oh wells. sad sad sad. demoralized. bahh. -sighh- anw well done team! 52-48 is the score. jiayou ppl. tts all for the day. nth much t update abt.

2007-07-04T07:39:00.000-07:00

2007-07-03T20:52:00.000-07:00

mon had sch trg in the mornin. trained in the indoor court. trg was interestin and fun except the fact tt we almst died cos it was v stuffy and the place was not v open. trg till abt 11. played 4 on 4 and left t cafe 2. aft which i left t tiong t mit huiling. had shepherdin and awhile ltr shaun came.so we crap and studied. huiling spend alot of time lauffin her ass off. i tink its a gd way t train her abs. OPPS. =\ lol. so aft studyin she left t go imm t mit her mum. we continued studyin till i fell aslp. bt wken up by some cheena sch girls. >.< dey tok till damn loud so i wk up. tried t study bt cudnt absorb alr. so we left. went comic connection t gt some RA-ted comics dere. not for me bt for not so mature adults like shaun. the comics is strictly for slightly older ppl loh. ok crap. i dono wth im tokin. forgive me shaun. u kno im nt bt a POS. (piece of shit) haha! left for home. tues had polite combine trg cum selecction. sad t sat bear frm college central (macpherson) and yvonne frm college east is not part of the team. aft which ms leong started t advise us nt t be so crook. lol. and expect us t be mre femme like. LOL! tts like the funniest tink tt happened on the day itself. she tinks the team is too crk alr. and wants us t be straighter. lmaos. she even go t the pt of sayin she don wish t kno if deres any girl to girl tink in our team. if not we wont gt t play and we will be send for counselling. aft the whole sharin session we were tellin one another tt we are straight. like very. haha. went for bondin tgt at junction 8 foodcourt. had pepperlunch w bear.she ate mre den me and shes like skinny la. tsk. how fair is tt. hurr. aft tt went home. went t ball at my area awhile cos dere were hvin match. which lasted for abt 2 hrs or so. zzz. aft ballin went for cheng teng which cost 1.80. like wad max say is super ex. da bao is 2 bucks. freakin hell expensive. walked home tgt and zzz. todae send nana t sch and went tp and now im at woodlands. my cousin's place. usin the com cos my hse com brk dwn. ltr im hvin proj mtg w my grp. mtg 430 at airport. hopefully tis time we will wk out. sigh. i dono wad else t blog abt alr.

replies;

furby: i forgot bt someone did ask. =p yada yada the whole world knows u. u live in a world w/o strangers la ok! haha i tink u can go gt the shirt frm giordano i tink! ;) fcbc is a church. and frm ur rlp i kno ure def nt frm dere. cos u don even knoe wads isit! haha

SmilezS!: hiong u mean? ya loh. sad leh. aiya i tot u willingly gave dem tts why u didnt eat it. tsk.

mellie:wad boxers? serious? haha. i don even rmb.

sally:yes u kuku! u was w tis girl dono who.

huiling: silly silly. haha. hows ur trg of ur abs? next session mus use mre strength k? bet ure lauffin t the com yet AGAIN. horrrrrrrrrrrr.

2007-06-30T22:51:00.000-07:00

this is actuali the photo frame. =)

from kerlyn. (:

*melts* SPOT ME.

from my beloved shepherd.

so sweet. hur hurr.

thank you DIans.

at meridian.

haha.

all those gifts are from my group.given t me durin EVO camp. thanks ppl.for puttin in so much effort and being so sweet. =) thou i may not be dere t receive all the prezzie and watched the video/presentation that u guys have done for me bt i reli love it to bits and pieces.was away for EVO camp. april,swan, del, huiping, furby, and jas came! thanks for cumin. hope u had fun and enjoy urself.had frenly w tp last tues.match was alright.something happened and i sorta have some internal conflict w a teammate.): so yea.aft camp had trg.so trg and subway den home sweet home t koon.haha.i dono wad else t blog abt already.=\ tmr im hvin sch trg in the mornin and tues hvin polite trg and thurs hvin frenly w nyp.weee will be able t see my sis!lol.i kinda miss her thou.like so long nv see her kind.>.< ytd went for service and i had fun tkin alot of pics. =D like as usual. nth new. cause all thanks t NIGEL for mkin me look dumb and stupid.he kip pesterin me t tie my hair and look retarded.mabbe he jus love tkin pics of me. xD haha lao sai.

replies;

"aPRIL dead!: no ;a....liao you say as if i huai ren nei loL!" what do u mean by this april?haha.i don und.-scratches head- but anw thanks for cumin dwn t support and oso for helpin me t find a netball if not captain's ball wudnt be successful alr.=)

furby: which foto u referrin t?lol.

sally: its ok la.i found one anyway.tot u wanted t show me wad van tink?haha.i saw u ytd loh.wth.

meihwa: yea ok chicken cutlet rice meihwa. if u even gt wad i mean by tis?

SmilezS!: haha why? u jealous ah? =p u damn sad la, i offered u the crispy chkn bt u din even gt a chance t eat it.tsk.how sad.

Dono: being loved is good. =) so ure loved too. =D

del: welcome. hope u had fun. nvm u can gt t noe him and he will be mre den willin t teach u. ;)

2007-06-21T09:18:00.000-07:00

for mre info please go to http://you-rawk-my-world.blogspot.com/

went for trg todae.mre ppl turn up.trained.den played 5 on 5.nt too bad.jus tt felt tt todaes trg no motivation and morale drop like shit.sigh.felt tt its mre of a fun session den actuali seriously trg tgt.we had t hit our goal within a time given and all of us jus didnt have the motivation cos no one was actuali leadin the grp.oh wells.quite sad la.bt on my part i train hard and pray hard tt hopefully ill be in polite team for tis year.next wk tues t thurs hvin camp.tues hvin frenly w nyp.first match of polite oso w nyp.=\ first match will start on the 20th.we've gt nt much time left for bondin and brushin up of skills and stamina.i tink i seriously nid t do sth abt it.im quite vex and pissed w my grpmates.cos we were supposed t mit up for proj mtg t discuss and replan abt the script bt last min evryone cant mk it so i was bein nice t postpone t next wk bt until nw stiu no confirmation abt wen isit a suitable time and place t mit next wk la.reli damn pekcek esp wen ive t tink and cum up w all the ideas and tt nt evryone is puttin in the effort.sigh.its jus so difficult t wk w others who dont have the same goal as u.the feelin jus totally sucks.bt at least i noe im nt alone.im prayin hard tt evrytink will turn on rite and smoothly.bless me.Amen.haha.

replies;
commandos:yes of cos im happy.i miss u.wens my piggy back session?*sulks*

JAZ:ya loh ya loh.recently oni la.now u kno alr ma.dunnit tell.=p

angel:orh welcome.ahha.erm ask someone link for me.i lazy.=\ haha and yes i saw ur blog.=)

furby:yea meinz.like recently?haha yeap yeap.(:

ApRiL dEaD!:yea loh u so bad reject me.im so unwanted so my pooor boyfriend have t accept me even thou he dusen want to.how sad?

ApRiL dEaD!:bball soon!when?hhaa.tannin cum ballin agn?LOL.

sally:yeah and so tts includin u!haha.

2007-06-18T08:29:00.000-07:00

i love my boyfriend. ((: im so in love with jerevin tong chiun jie! <333

im on the line with him now and apparently bev is being irrtatin. she called me and refuse t hang up la. ): zzzz. as a v gd fren i listened t her and crap w her like siao loh. boyfriend says he miss me! =DD boyfriend damn solid la but poor him hvin abrasion on his butt. tk care ok? *massages* meet up soon k bf? thou i wun be able t mit u up tmr bt don wry, soon ok? =) enjoy trg. WOOSA. lol. all e best for ur comps and tournaments. ((:

2007-06-17T06:27:00.000-07:00

FOR more infomation go to http://zed-lifeconfession.blogspot.com/

anw i had 3 shrooms burger w/o mushroom, one drumstick, 2 reg mashed potatoe and one small portion of porridge for dinner. cool? xD

replies;

SmilezS!: ya thanks. haha so funny!

zed: yes i do. =)

Beloved: haha yes yes beloved. i love you huh! 85 soon! chomp chomp! sentosa tannin! WEEE

sally: yes haha, hmm -rubs chin- just recently. yea. thanks. ;)

sub: nice rite? cool aye? ure welcome. i cant find spongebob screen saver la. wth. *stamps foot*

2007-06-14T08:51:00.001-07:00

i look hawd! sexaye.

guess who? haha.

sexy! shaun took tis. OPPS.

my fats

thats if u can even see it. =\

)):

thats my blueblack calves muscles.

he looks so -.-

lovelove. (:

i love my BOYFRIEND.

thats me and BOYFRIEND!

lazy to type.
pictures speak a thousand words huh.

2007-06-12T09:44:00.000-07:00

im lazy t blog.my brain stuck.i dono wad im tinkin.i eat alot.slp lil.play hard.nv study.train mad.wad else.tmr im hvin polite selection at bishan ite.at 5.wish me luck.im scared.nervous and unprepared.im like uber lousy.no stamina no skills.im jus crap.rah.teamMADNESS gg t celebrate jasmond's bdae at bishan aft sch on fri.tts all for now i dono wad else t blog.

2007-06-08T08:10:00.000-07:00

went sch for lsn at 9 todae.went t classroom find jes dey all.din knoe ping didnt cum for lsn.tsk.bad student.went for bfd and iss.cover abt customer relationship.quite easy id say.mst of the qns is rather common sense.iss was killer.all the body parts and how it functions.its killin me.i cant seems t rmb or und a shit.meinz.i totally ****.=\ in case ure wonderin why i didnt spell out the word its cos im forbidden t do so if nt ill be tortured.haha.durin lsn both me and bev were out t demo some activity tt mk us damn tired and exhausted.super lame bt funnnie.oh wells.so aft tt headed t cafe 1.had lunch and went for bball under the sun.durin our bball cum tannin session both and and april were wearin sb and shorts.=D damn cool la.bball was damn fun and now im like burn agn.damn pain.): my face is like pinkish red,bahh.under the sun for abt 5 hrs?yea and it started t drizzle so we went cafe 1 t wait for jas and april.we the MADNESS grp rules.LOL.SM students are cool esp PB's. =DDD we are the best la.wee you weet.

and now im gonna present t you our grp TEAM MADNESS hahahhahha.

together TEAMmadness.

me and april.

this is wad we have.GONG GONG.

aft eatin.

me and beloved swanie killin a damn lizard.haha!

seriously i dono wads w tis and jas jus refuse t delete it. hurr.

ping me.

bliss. (:

team MADNESS.

spot me! =D

pouts.

save the best for the last. LOL. hawd. april superstart and me. xD

joke of the day. me and april stripped durin bballin cum tannin session. and swanie is known as xian xian wen the fact is tt her name is xuan xuan. LOL.

replies;

SmilezS!: wads so touchin?

april: why are u dead? anw jiayou and all e best in ur decision mkin. netball vs bball. if ure joinin our family i welcome u. =D wil be waitin for u. and thanks. i wil try t study hard and play hard. pouts. pls die oso mus remind me k? =\

roidsbuster: thanks. im fine. =) anw for ur upcomin comp jus train hard and give it ur best shot alrite? im sure ull do jus fine. no worries. uve gt my support.

zed: wads w tt laughter? -.-"

junweii~`: thanks. =)

2007-06-07T01:52:00.000-07:00

EMO-SHIT
~~happiness~~

im feelin like crap.totally shag.thou tis week haven been v tough for me except rushin for bfd roleplay script,other than tt is ok.bt i felt like deres alot for me t wry.im feelin stress for no apparent reason.and i hate tis.cos i feel crap.its sucky.todae was alrite i guess.went for lsn at 8.reached at 730.accompanied april while waitin for my grp of friends.me and ping went up for lsns first.so lsn went on left for short brk.had breakfast set.aft tt chiong t field for pe.ngoe didnt come on time so we started playin frisbee.so daphne was askin how we wan our pe t be like OTOT or i give u guys sth t do.so we agreeed on OTOT.which means own time own target.haha.we play bball.first round won.second round won.third round didnt play as well and i wasnt reli into playin anymre so lost.and i walked away.went t drink water and breathe in some fresh air.cos i was darn hot.aft tt briefin and tk class attendence.zao t cafe 1 t slack.clique went for lsn i stayed dere t play jasmine's ds mario game.its so nice and so fun.i loveeee it.i play she slp.so aft awhile jeravin came.he joined us.he ate and lent me 10 bucks cos i was tellin him ive gt no mre money.)): yay thanks.so yea and while playin i saw suyu.my last yr's classmate.she was askin wad if someone wana knoe me and wana gt no frm me so i immediately ask if its the one who ask frm me d other time and she was like yes.haha.lmaos.and apparently tt girl who wants my no is a bdae girl.so suyu was like give her la since its her bdae todae.-.-" tt bdae girl came over and said don disturb her la.haha i find it quite funny thou.and thennnnnnnnn i continued play my mario.i died so many times bt its stiu fun.deres like the super spring and all.waited for ping dey all t cum dwn and oso yunyun t cum.she said she wil rich at 2 la.bt i din see her ard.my beloved came dwn and i had lunch w her.so evryone ate tgt.i left aft i eat t mit sab.walked around awhile and came home.she bought me a spongebob keychain thou,haha.thanks! xD

self-torture;maybe.but why am i doing tis t myself?i wana be happy like anyone else.i deserve t be happy.i need to be happy so tt i wun be weak. =)

recently we have gt nth t say, u look stressed, wads gg on? i'd like u t kno, bt i wun force it if u don wan it. im jus worried abt u. u reli fell for her isit? cud it be jus me? i really wan t see u smiling agn, like wen i firz gt t kno u. u were owas harpie. isit me? did my entry into ur life change sth?

im fine.i'll try and stay harpie.i dono wads wrong w me bt definitely im nt rite.its nt ur fault.it isnt u.in fact ive t thank u for owas bein by my side, standin by me.thanks alot friend.

tell you wad, i'll pray for you to gt thr tis phase k? all in all, if u gt the courage and found e words t tell me, i'll be ready t listen. i'll be here. anytime. i won run away. ever. i promise. forever. i'll be ur convenient 24/7 fren. my promise t u, i wun brk it. ever, so i guess i wont hold u up le.

2007-06-06T08:40:00.000-07:00

emotion clash.

mon had iss test. mine was second batch and i tot i was gonna be the fifth person but wth my name jus had t appeared on the first in the list. and so i jus went in for the test w/o studyin for my major muscles. it was damn crap. and i swear i screw the whole pract upside down. it was so bad tt i jus allow my 100% t fly away. it was jus sucha sad scenario. i felt damn sad and i cant stop complainin cos i was jus too pissed w myself. damn pekcek. i don even knoe its tested and last min revision so sucks. i barely rmb anytink la. but thank goodness the lect who took me was kinda linient bt ok la. results will oni be out next term/next mth. which is aft our hols. i cant reli rmbered wad happened on mon and tues. i rmb gg dwn t sch on tues t have breakfast w shaun and tot him some stuff before he waits for his turn t sit for his pract test. left t buy long john breakfast for goodfriend. pract past few days have been spendin alot of my time w goodfriend. alot of time bein sacrificed. ((:

didnt get to see shaun in sch todae.evryone was like felicia shaun not here leh.i was like orh.actuali abit shockin t kno he's not here. cos he didnt inform me or say anytink den suddenly nv come for lsn so abit weird w/o him ard.cos usually he's the early bird and a guai kia which he assume.lol.ok.anw shaunie tk care and get well soon.see u in soon.happy missin me and my crap?!? haha.anw don hv t wry abt me k?im nt angry w u.im angry w myself.for being so dumb and narrowminded.like wth.

met mabel marble.pass her choc and left t dine at ichiban sushi w jingmin and jaz.hulin came t join us aft tt.aft eatin went t ministry hse t prepare for cg.i slacked ard.help out abit and 7 started.end ard 9+ reached home at 10+.came online and wenta bathe and drank soup jus now.so niceeeee.yumyum.*slurps*

zed: updated u asshole. haha!

sally: sally oh sally?lol yes wassup.

shaun:and yea someone invaded into my blog agn.*rolls eye*

sometimes i wonder if im doin the right tink.if it happens at the rite time.if its the rite time for all tis to happen.i dono wad im doin.i dono wad im feelin.its painful.the hurts and disappointment is nv wad i wanted t hear frm u.but sadly,tis is harsh reality.which ive no choice bt t face it and overcome wadeva circumstances im gg thr.im doin so much.jus t see u happy.i dowan tis t go t waste.im hopin wadeva im doin dusen goes t waste t.im in sucha dilemma. i dono wad t choose and wad t do next.im like lost.stucked. in my own world.PLEASE,gimme the strength.the courage t move on.the encouragement t help me carry on w life no matter wad may come my way.all this i ask.Amen.

2007-06-06T06:51:00.000-07:00

Felicia is not here

so im someone :)
anyways, felicia is being super irritating!
she is like nagging and nagging and nagging!
SOO IRRITATING LIKE A GRANDMOTHER!
only know how to nag on the phone!
and shes pissing me off now.. REALLY PISS/REALLY REALLY PISS
like thanks eh!

some GOOD-FRIEND SHE IS!

2007-06-03T05:53:00.000-07:00

STRAWBERRY SEASON SUCKS. LIKE TOTALLY. TO THE CORE.

im tokin t farhan now. on the fone. he called me. =) we are tokin abt so much stuff. he jus had t remind me tt im the first girl he know in our class. and tt in the class im being nicest and mst well mannered person among all the girls. how crap. and now hes tellin me hes damn honest abt it. -.-" anyhow, all the best for ur contest and competition tts cumin up! ;) I GIVE YOU MY FULL SUPPORT. I WILL TRY T BE THERE TO SUPPORT YOU ALRIGHT? WEN ITS NEARIN DO GIMME A CALL. =]

todae i gt spongebob towel frm nana todae!!! weewee. in exchange i gave her a keychain. *ahem* lol. shaun ull kno wad im tokin abt hurr? and shaun thanks for cumin all e way dwn t study w me. i was damn slpy and i over slept. sry t mk u wait. sry sry sry. for evrytink. =) jiayou for ur pract on tues k? im damn nervous now. mine is tmr laaa. *screams*

ytd i met nana. went ps t had lunch. met up w her grp of frenz and her friend bully me la. wth. im like the hanger. >.< i gt two bag on both my right and left side. left dem at 4+ walked t cuppage t mit up the rest. service. wasnt feelin too gd. i felt crap. so yea. moodswing like shiat. met up w dem agn aft svs. went coffee bean t sit dwn awhile and went macs t dabao food for cassie. went for dinner and home sweet home. (:

met shaun tis mrg. i was late. had breakfast at long john. revised abit and crap. and i gt choked on wad he said. its was horrible. i cough non stop for like quite somtime. i threw my sandwich and went t toilet and puke evrytink out. it was gross. like yikes. met nana. she came over my place. tested me like agn cos shes claims tt im nt well equipped for tmr's pract. ahh. tested and yay i passed her test. lol. so i was awarded spongebob stickers! lol. so yea. aft tt i nap awhile. wk up send her off and went for dinner. nt evrytink went wel bt oh wells.

im sorry if i cant be what im. thank you for always being there. thanks for accepting the way im, but i guess i may not be the one for you. think about it. =)

2007-06-01T09:19:00.000-07:00

sorry. haven had the time t blog and come online. too busy. shag. owas tired and slpy. ha. oh anw mon trg was cancelled due t catchin up on studies. so yea. i cant reli rmb wad i did or wad happened the past few days. oh well. catch up w nana. went for lunch tgt at tm den i headed t sch. bought 4 bottle of honey lemon drink. 1 for ping 1 for jess. d other one for angelia and one for myself. yay. *claps* haha im being nice cos dey all nid honey lemon. due t the bad weather and sore throat. so lsn started at 3. ended at 4. so concluded i oni went for lsn for an hour and im dismissed. haha. i forgot wad happened aft tt. i rmbered playin bball on tis day at my place and i gt elbowed by tis guy. so now my left forehead gt balu ku super pain la. *sobs* nana came dwn cos she was bored. so she watched me play and aft tt she went home. nana have been v lucky cos she can see me almst evryday. even tmr. haha!
i dono wad t blog abt and i gt reli bad memory. ok tis sucks. like totally. someone pls help me out. haha.

i want i want i want.
my green crumpler.green crumpler pouch.NUM!!!slipper,scandals,shirts,& tank top.RAWRR.

swan: i updated bt i miss out alot of fun cos i freakin stm. slap me pls. haha! i miss u. xD

SmilezS!: gt la bt like i said i hardly rmb all the funnie tinks tt happen. poor memory. im cravin for ice now!!! ): longan. *slurps*

sally: my song? haha. lol. of cos. ;)someone nice owns it. hahha.

jolene: tsk. best loh u. bt stiu being paid and all? can claim? and no la nt wrong no. call me k? soon soon soon. i nid help desperately.

april: its ok. no worries. and sry didnt manage t join u all. gt sth on bt last min cancel. bt i went revision. =D so yeah.

thats all for today.

2007-05-27T08:59:00.000-07:00

-.-"

stupid faces.

retarded please.

taken using jennifer's fone.

stares

usin my fone. =))

me and ali. =]

spastic.

niceeeee. i like. nicest of all luhh.

swaniee.

2007-05-27T08:32:00.000-07:00

few days back i received a letter abt recivin my cert of merit. like agn. tis time is somewhere faraway. like nus or wad not. i have gt no idea where the place is. and im allowed t invite up t 2 guests dere to see me recevin the com and oso for some tea reception? lol. its 24th of july i tink if i don rmb wrongly. i don even knoe if im able t mk it cos i heard tt mite have sth t do w mum. so yea. wells wells wells.
todae was fun fun fun. ytd aft clueless left t woodlands t buy some food for cuz and headed t cuz's place. bought food food and mre food. haha. slept early and wk up at 9 t hv breakfast and made bread so tt in case if deres no food ill have sth t eat. =D prepared french toast and bread w ham&cheese. one for me and d other for shaun. ((: so yea left the hse at 1030. wenta tk 963 frm woodlands t habourfront. it took me an hr +/-. so yeah. reached dere saw my classmates. mtg was supposed t be at 12. so mre and mre ppl came. ash came and said we are supposed t be at sentosa at 1. wa thanks la. made us come so early. -.-" so we slacked and tok cock at seah im. left at 1250 reached at 1 plus. reached alr stiu have t wait cos no one was dere and no instructions given. kuku la. made me rush like shit. in the end the instruction was jus stay ard the area first. game oni start at 3. so *yawns* we waited till like 230 gotta gt ready. i was on duty for firz game. cos todae oni had two last games left. china and brazil. wooooohoo. firz game china won. second game brazil won. so tt leads t 2nd and 3rd placin is china. and champion is brazil. it was a close fite thou bt i gotta admit durin the second game brazil was better. in the area of skills and stamina? hmm. yea so aft evrytink ended we went vivo for dinner at banquet. aft eatin went window shoppin. me, jennifer and shaun all had ice cream. i ate a scoop of sugar free strawberry tt cost me 4.70. cool ayee? bt it was super nice. =) aft tt left t mit the rest of the classmates. left at close t ten. reached home. and here im. i dono wad else t blog abt. tmr my lsn will oni start at 3. cos im exempted frm 2 modules and lunch brk aside. so yea. will update some pics ltr. stay tune~

jess, jiayou for ur comps tmr. ive faith in you. do us proud. me and the clique will try and go dwn and support u tmr k? ai zai. wo men yong yuan zi chi ni. *hugs*

sub: lol whats with the smiley? ha.

SmilezS!: yeah i didnt mention. opps. *covers mouth*
yea go ahead, im entertainin. ;)

JESSICA: oh where? wad time and hmm gd luch! xD im gg for one pathetic lsn oni la tmr. >.< but in anyway im stiu gg. cos im a gd student. *clears throat*

2007-05-25T22:36:00.000-07:00

thurs

went sentosa. supposed t mit at 7 so i wk up at 530 prepare evrytink and all. left at 6. reached at 630-640. uber early la. so lonely. no one was dere. i msged shaun. tt idiot laughed at me say i was being kiasu. wth. i scared im late and im alone agn wad! *rolls eye* i waited. i wasnt feelin v well. tummy sth rong. had fever and headache. )): bt i survived my way thr. under the sun for 8 hrs. woohoo. super shiok la. bt i super burnt. damn pain and tired. bt i like. LOL. uber uber bz. no time t even eat. i ate 6 pieces of bread w a cup of milo in the mornin t help me thr the whole aftnn. was on duty for 3 consecutive games. its was so tirin, bz and hot but i enjoyed evry single moment. heh. :) abt lunch time i was stiu on duty wen evry one ard me was hvin lunch. didnt hv the time for lunch is nt the worse tink bt hvin no lunch pack. all e food were like in some v atrcious state. the packet of food were all over the place and yikes. gross! dey oni had biscuits so i didnt eat. shaun went t find packet food for me. i didnt finish thou bt anw thanks. =) thx for tkin care of me wen no one else did. aft tt continued doin till 4+ we left to bishan ite for POLITE selection. omg i tell u tis is sth tt ive been long awaitin for. rahh. and dey oni told me durin the last min so bobian. me swan and yl went dwn tgt. we were damn late. =\ supposed t start at 5 we were dere oni like 6. so wrote our name and all. played 2 games. coach was dere to watch, den concluded tt dey shall announced those tt are outlisted first so tt it wudnt be so troublesome. so frm college east my name was the third name t be called out!!!! *jumps* thou i din play vvvv well. i tink my stamina is like crap. rah. bt nonetheless im stiu happy happy happy. im gonna train hard like shit. i don care. i wana play in polite. i wana be selected agn in the next selection. aft went t gt bubble tea cos the PRINCESS wanted. haha. walked a lnog way before we finally gther bubu tea. headed hm to slp.zzz.shag. tired. slpy. yawns.

fri
mit at 710 and as usual i was early, being the earliest me n shaun caught up and we chatted abt some stuff. so yea aft tt the rest came. bought tickets and went in tgt.went in t realised im the only ball retriever like.. how sad la. oni 1 IC is there. ash was late. so yea. waited for quite sometime to gather all the ball retriever tgt. so the grp was splited. and i was wkin w some ppl whom i dont knoe. quite awkward thou. dono how to communicate w dem and all. and dang! their passes were like.. *shake head* so yea i jus hmm bear w it. 3 consecutive games before we can get t rest. super tirin. damn hot too. and the sad tink is all along i nv apply any single tink. so its like pain pain pain. )): aft the games we had lunch brk for an hr. back t game. den rest awhile before game at 3 starts. which apparently is the last game.so yea. i went to play some game over at the stadium. me and bev went t change t our home clothes and played bt we din managed t run away thou. cos i tink e gt the 'officials' look. quite sad. so we played tis hamster game. frm one pt t the other. and we mus do it within like 10 secs. woohoo i managed t do it and won myself a ripcurl goodie bag. ha. actuali deres nth much inside thou. oh wells bt i enjoyed it. =) slacked at coffee bean. had pure choc and dey offer me some free drinks. bein the super nice brandon he finishes wadeva i cant finish. so went back for duty. the game lasted damn long cos it was a tough game. i nearly fell aslp while doin duty. i was damn slpy and tired. booo. and deres once i was holdin on to the ball which i was supposed t pass t the atheletes and i was stiu bz cleanin suddenly almst evry single one was lookin at me. damn embarassin. =\ so i quickly pass the bal. haha! damn stupid. and shaun was jus standin behind me! tskk. i was wearin some other official's sunglass cos my eye hurts like shit. even nw. =( its red and pain. i guess its over exposure t the sun. cos mine was w jennifer. and kuku swan jus refuse t lend it to me. idiot! rahh, u don love me anymore la. hurrr. aft the game we left for attendance tkin and briefin. left sentosa and took the tram to tk the monorail or wadeva u call it t habourfront. otw dere we saw tis canada vball player so bev and swan tk picture w her. shes like 24 and she trained for 10 yrs before participatin in such an event. like wow. *amaze* went candy empire t buy lotsa choc. and a sweet. choc for angelia as promised and sweet for myself!!!! aft tt we went t mit sherman at srgn. we were slightly ltr i guess. waited for angelia t cum before headin t chomp chomp. we had alot of food and fun. hahah. all of us were damn high. as usual the retarded swan. nv change. FOREVER meinz. but i still love you all the same. hearts.

im feelin damn red now and my lips are burnt. i gt uneven tann and its damn ugly. =\ i am eatin choc to mk myself happy. how crap. ok i dono wad t blog abt alr. im gg bck t sentosa tmr for finals t help out. weeee hopefully can see me on tv. LOL. ok i was jus jkin! hahaa.

sally: cheer up

bb: yea it is. go watch loh. nw tickets are available. =) how come i don see u online as often alr? and i don have ur no. haha cos i lost my fone. so yea.

jess: u bad la. all u tink abt is pig head oni loh. hurr. haha. ok la don sad k i protect u if anyone like bev or swan bully u. haha. u don cry. mus be steady abit. like me! ;) LOL. eh u cumin on sunday?

2007-05-23T07:50:00.000-07:00

ytd was ovr at sentosa. supposed t report at 1. bt ping and jess din contact me which i told dem to. and end up wan mit ping oso late. -.-" so great. i went dere along w some other classmate. wen i reached seah im market kuku junwei jus had to call me. -.-" bein the kind me i waited for dem and left tgt. took tram dere cos it was rainin. we reached at 130. =\ the whole tink dragged till like 3 plus before i finali gt to be retrievin the balls for the players. i was doin the last game. aft game left w sherman to chom chom for dindin. =) i ate alot. 2 plates of gong gong, 1 chut chut, 1 stingray, 1 big glass of sugar cane, carrot cake and bowl of rice. sherman's treat! wee. gues we spend like close to 50 bucks jus by eatin dere. =D aft tt bused home. reached hm pretty late.

todae was supposed t go for lsn cos i aint in charge of the games. being the retarded me i went to sch nt on time (haha!) bt the lect not dere. and no one was dere. i waited for an hr and bev msged me sayin hanson on mc. wth. so i slacked in sch till 2. went t look for angelia. ((: accompanied her cause she was hvin brk till 2. shes a bloody stalker. ahah! she knows abt almst my evry action in sch. how scary. bt nw ok la. nt tt bad cos she will like sms me. ha. oh so we sat at level 6. and deres tis boyish girl tt asked for my no at auditorium d other day. she saw me and kept lookin. i was like damn embarrassed so i decided nt t look. =\ and her grp of frens wanted her to come t me and ask for my no agn la!! nehneh. i was prayin so hard she wun cum t me. its like sooooo weird and paiseh la. tt day in the auditorium she asked for my no i said i just lost my fone like recently so she was like ok nvm. and she went back to her seat and her grp of frens kip lookin at me. so awkward. -.-" i left for amk t mit huiling. ha gues wad? i tot i was gg t be late cos the traffic was congested bt i reached on time. and she msged me sayin she wil be late cos she fell aslp aft eatin. how funnie. so i waited for her till 4 and we left t find a nice spot to have shepherdin and study. she studied nt me. i copy notes. left at abt 7 cos she was complainin t me damn cold so i said lets go walk ard. we went ntuc t buy bread and yea. send her off to mrt stn and i waited for sab t cum. cos i met her for dinner. dinner and home. =)) weeeeeee im gonna be on duty tmr. yay ness. at least i don have to be like an idiot gg to sch t waste my time. heh. im hvin headache, tummy ache and fever! boo. )): hope e pain will go away and tt my fever wil subside. im so lookin forward to tmr. bless me! =)

PRESENTING TO YOU........... TADA..

this is wad we do while waitin. haha. it was reli a waste of time and many were pissed of. =\

replies;

BELOVED: yeah, S-E-X-A-Y-E B-A-C-K!!! HAWDDDD. =D

SmilezS!: no one like me la. don crap. im not angry la. haiyo. >.<

sub: haa.

BELOVED: you know i love you too. hope u enjoyed evrytink ive planned specially for u. ((: && i miss you. ))):

bb: someone invaded into my blog ma. LOL. the person willingly wanna blog for me ma. so i jus agreed loh. nth to lose wad.

sally: cheers meinz. u can go find ur dear felicia NG! lol. i oso nubbad la hor. tts why u find me. =p time flies jus kip urself occupied loh. and study hard k? all e best for Os cheena!!! jiayou. -pats- don die la. u die i gt no one to share my story w alr. haha.

2007-05-22T19:27:00.000-07:00

YAY.
I AM BLOGGING FOR YOU.
HELLO KIDDO :D
hope you had an enjoyable day picking up balls.
i knw u're enjoying urself nw. celebrating friend's b'day.
thks fr your words of encouragement today.
anws, i am like damn hot as in stuffy now.
i want it to be cold like just nw!!!
at least its better than now. roarr.
k i am like blogging nonsense. so okay.
going off, hope to see u online soon or like top up ur card k.

love!
(:

ttyl

2007-05-21T10:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SWANIE

sub oh said:
coolies
sub oh said:
boohoo
sub oh says:
u nv say I AS IN ME ROCK
just this line is enough to elaborate evrytink. haha. lol.
anyway mre pics to be uploaded. =D

2007-05-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

subject: sorry

I guess i'm going to make this formal

Dear Miss Felicia Lee Lay Hui,
I'm sorry Felicia, I didn't mean to make you angry. I didn't expect you to just stomp off like that. I guess it wasn't the best time for me to fool around. Things I've said, things I've done, like our sins, once marked can never be erased. I didn't mean for you to get angry. I hope your not taking it the wrong way, I really really had no intention to make you mad. For my actions I apologise sincerely with all my heart, should there be anything you want me to do to prove my sincerity, please feel free and tell me. Come what may I'll do it just to let you know I'm true to my words. Felicia, will you please forgive me? I promise never to do such a thing ever again.

Sincerely,
Your Friend
Shaun.

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goodness. wad an email i gt a shock outta my life wen i read it. woohoo. okay anw todae i gt woken up by idiotic bev la. *rolls eye* called me early in the mrg. called her back. was on the line for quite long cos tt ass jus can decide whr and wad time to mit. so in the end mit 1045 at bedok platform. met ping on the train and tt kuku said last cabin and being the smart bev jsu had to walk all the way to the last cabin. and being the smart me i counted 9th door frm the last cabin! haha. ok so we headed to queensway. nt many shops were open yet so we wenta hunt for food. i had ball ball. ping and bev had some yoghurt ice cream. aft tt jess came. so dey had cha ye dan. -.- den we wenta get fbts, facial, deodorant and a shirt. left not long aft shoppin. headed to tk bus to habourfront. we tk our time cos dey said mitin is 330 insteaad of 245. so met swan at mrt. went vivo to dine. bev and swan left earlier for their mtg. leavin me ping and jess. went to vivo the open space and we were playin w water. took some pics. wil update all the stupid pics we tk todae. ahha. aft tt went for the briefin. it was nth much except tt we were under the sun for quite sometime before someone came to instruct us. it was informin us abt the time to mit and report so i guess its nth much. aft tt skipped trg. i felt bad and i started becomin uber grumpy. like hell. i hate it. i was tellin myself tt i hate myself for nt gg for trg thou i wana train damn badly. whole class bballer din turn up for trg. how sad. i was w my dearest sweetheart and poor yiling jus have to sprained her ankle. so well. aft much consideration we decided to go 85 and eat. bt before we can reli go outta vivo took us awhile cos we were damn agitated and excited wen we bump into some of our classmates. i guess we kinda made a fool outta outselves. damn embarrassin. =\ and oh wells. was shoppin at vivo. reminds me of the time whr i first met sweetheart. *grins* went toyrus and walked and we took pic w spongebob! cuteee. i love!
we all went separate ways. ping went esplanade i tink. me bev and swan went 85 to pig out. and jess went w zhutou. oh i tell u i swear we ate alot like pig. =X i ate close to $20++ of food at 85. rice, satay, cheng teng, almond w longan, sotong, kang kong. all by myself. swan ate tangyuan, (i bought for her!! xD) ice longan, satay, ba chor mee and porrige. idiot bev ate ba chor mee, almond w longan, and otah. tts all for todae.

mabel marble!!! mit up soon. =)

lydia if you are ever readin my blog, please know ure not forgotten &&& i miss u hell lots. =D

i rock.

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2007-05-20T08:48:00.001-07:00

=DDDDD

just now met up w ping went to bedok cc to ball. w 2 sac girls and some small boys. haha. not fun one play w dem. aft playin w dem played w a grp of 4 china guy. damn funny one of the guy injure candy's leg and bought a can of 11+ for her. hilarious la. anw candy and her fren is mad. like seriously. jus cos i went to play bball w ping dey tot shes my gf! like madness pls. i almst fainted. and ping kip bullyin me. ask me to carry her bag for her. she pinched and hit me while playin bball. tts how bad she is. too bad del not ard. if not i guess i wudnt be in tis state. =p aft ballin went tm to hv dinner. ate at foodcourt. i don reli like the place cos it reminds me of alot of stuff. oh wells. im over it so im not affected. jus don lie the place. aft dinner went to buy bubble tea and honey lemon drink. cos ping hvin sore throat. aft tt we separated. i accompanied tt sacian t bedok and i went to gt my stuff. ping left home alone herself. am gonna see her tmr early in the mornin agn. >.< gonna hear her lauffin damn loudly. as usual. nv changin ping. *shake head*

SmilezS!: wad tokin u? i don und la. anw im the nu ure the nan loh. so NAN nu shou shou bu qing. geddit? don geddit forget it. =) and yes of cos i had chocs. its like my daily estacy. ;)

Jas: hi. mimiyan. haha. xD

Sherman: haha i din kno i found someone whos mre an idiot to it den me. =p whoops. ok la. dont tk it to heart ok? (: scold bus where gt cute? -.-" i alr v sian wad. tts why the mre ive t monitor how much i eat daily. =\

SmilezS!: yes i guess so. why? jealous ah? wahhahhaa. owas bully me. hahaha! hes nuts. hes owas sayin im cute. in evrytink i do. which i find him weird. *covers face*

2007-05-19T21:41:00.000-07:00

Now & forever, I'll be your man

ytd was fun fun fun fun. haa. wk up at 10+. washed and hung my clothes. read up abit of bfd. did some online test. i tink its vvv useful. thanks to HUILING. =) so aft tt was chattin online w shaun and sherman. slacked abit. wenta prepare at 3 and left at 330. cos mtg is 5 at isle cafe. bt i wana be dere early to gt my sports titanium!!! xD bused dere. darn long loh. i was so pissed. like reli vvvvvvv long long. it tk me an hr tis tym. frm my place to somerset. argh. i slept on the bus bt i wk up so many times stiu nt dere yet la. wad the earth la! damn dui leh. &*(&# okay haha. i happen to reach before shaun and went to get a bite at macs. went to get sports titanium and headed to nexus to mit the rest. crap awhile before the door was ready. svs was great. it was abt how to treat ppl right. i guess my class nids tt. =x nt tt im agnst dem bt i feel tt deres mre to jus hvin our own clique. and it will have to start w me. i will try and apply wadeva ive learnt so tt i will benefit frm tt teachin. *grins* so durin altar call shaun rededicated his life! like wooooooooo. WELCOME TO THE KOG. =] I KNOW YOU WILL BE READING THIS AND I THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE STEP OF FAITH. HE SEES THE HEART. AND YOU WILL BE BLESSED. *shakes hand*
after tt headed to pasir ris. downtown dere to mit my sis, jane. cos shes celebratin her 21st bdae. so yea. e mmt i reached was jus nice cos shes abt t cut cake alr. ahha. bt wen i was dere i was happily eatin and i didnt care abt anytink else except food and hvin to serve shaun. haha. awhile ltr my younger sis came. so went to fetch her. crapped, ate and slacked. daidi and all. and deres tis super hero guy his name si steven. he did all sorts of magic. on poker cards, spoon and even notes. and amazing tink is he did a trick of tis ten cents coin on this can of coca cola. he taught us afew strategies bt i cant be bothered to learn. i jus wana kno outta curiosity. heh. so aft stayin dere for say a couple of hrs we saw our cousin dere. we started tokin and crappin. shes damn entertain la. bth her. aft she left we played diamond seven and daidi. had chocs, sweets and cup noodle while playin. i ate like worse den a pig tis time round. like... *shake head* shaun will understand.haha. he has owas been the one whos owas dere w me. even he was amaze at how much i can eat. haha! wad a joke. evryone is la okay. fine. tis mornin book out and went to eat at subway. i ate alot agn. like as usual. tis time evryone (inclu my sis, jane) IS SHOCK AT HOW MUCH I CAN EAT. -.-"
after that headed home. and now im tinkin of bball kahki to ball. ))): i need to train badly. tmr im hvin trg. which i tink is a gd tink bt on the other hand i dono how im gonna cope. haa! hvin some 'attachment' at sentosa for volleybal tournament. im gonna be doin on court. tt means mst prob i'll be burn for say at most a week. =\ sad tink for the week is i cant gym. unless i kno my schedule like nowwwwwwwwww? but apparently i dont. soo. sad case.

bb: oh i did? reli ah i forgot. haha. im sorrry. eh leave ur link dwn leh. den i can read ur blog. haha. study hard la. jiayou. can one. ;) don worry. start now! =) oh no la. its a song tt im in love with. and noo, im not att. (: happily single. and unavailable. HAHA.

SmilezS!: i din make u lauff loh. mabbe im jus too cute and entertain! bahh. eh u can ctrl one loh. =p don try and deny. c'mmon u know urself well enuff. ;) so did u or did u not? hurrr?! haa! im nice to hug and im huggable! haha. bt i dowan u to hug me. nan nu shou shou bu qing. =PpPpPpPP *ahems*

2007-05-18T08:45:00.000-07:00

Baby girl; you know I will love you forever.

todae wk up at 8 cos i oni nid to attend lsn from 9 onwards. bump into kim while waitin for bus to sch. so reached sch at abt 845 or so. waited for the class outside the class. dey took damn long to come out loh. -.-" but i waited. and most ppl said i look diff. cos i was wearin tis bright green hairband! haha. okay. i tink i look gross in it. =\ so went for bfd. farhan kept tokin to me and bev claims tt he kip lookin and she even scolded him! lol. shes so fierce la. she said he's a pervert. haahaha! so lsn went on. aft lsn left for macs at bedok cos iss was cancelled. tis wk is like so slack pls. >< reached macs at 1030. shaun ate breakfast meal. i waited till lunch and i ate mcspicy. aft eatin we went tm to walk. to get my new no and to get some maple card. left for durian session. damn shiok la. aft eatin tt idiotic shaun ate tt hacks sweet. he jus had to tok to me so agressively wen he was suckin tt sweet in his mouth. his saliva was all over the place loh. *stares* we bought 3 packets of durian and we shared it among 3 ppl. hahaha. aft tt dey accompanied me all the way to amk ministry hse. cos im supposed to have cg at 430. i reached before tt bt i had a hard time tryin to find out wheres the place. =\ took me half an hour to finali reach the right place. =0 slacked and tok cock. we started cg damn late. like.... vvvv late la. aft tt had shepherding. todae's shepherdin is abt faith. ;) teachin was abt how to lead a life victorously. heh heh. aft evrytink went for dinner at amk hub. left for home. it was pourin so badly tt i dono how to get home. ): its vvvv bad. deres was lightning and all. and i had no choice bt to walk in the rain to get home. was uber drenched wen i gt home. bathe and tokin to tt idiot shaun now. he is mad. he says he wana hug me! *faints*

bb: yeah of cos i do. ;) anyway how did you manage to find urself here? haha. =\ anyway how have u been? doing gd? (:

2007-05-17T07:19:00.000-07:00

today is yet another day that i went to school for only and hour. supposedly la. but the talk lasted for close to two hours. took 2 to school and bump into kavitha while waitin for bus. haha seems like we miss out alot of fun tgt cause we are in diff course now. and she started bitchin abt me back in secondary school days. she asked abt our dnt lsn and all. reminded me of tis teacher who took our class. he damn paranoid and exaggerating so id owas imitate him. cos tts wad i do weneva he pisses me off. wen i board the bus i saw farhan on the bus. we talked and he was tellin me he jus went to gym and work out. he brought half a chkn and baked beans cos hes on a diet but he finish up all his food already. weneva im w him i feel like i nid to gym badly. hes somehow motivating me to gym mre and train harder to become wad i wana be. heh. but oh well. complication in class. went to auditorium for the tok. its quite motivating thou. LOL. i don tink i paid attn to evry single speaker. bt here and dere i did listen and all.

its not how good im but how good i wanna be.
how to be a SOMEBODY in life.
1. gotta have achievements
2. be acknowledgable
3. be creative
4. dont be shy
5. empower and 2 other pts which i forgot.

tink im gonna stop here. cos my brain stuck. aft tok we went gym for an hour or so. went cafe to eat. i ate like alot. evryone was amaze by how much i cud eat. haha! bought a try of eggs for sherman. slacked and he left for home. i went to find the rest, left aft awhile. bump into ah hua so went macs w dem. slacked and home sweet home. came home help lala out w some cosmetic stuff. and yea here im online. weee. =]

2007-05-16T07:52:00.000-07:00

Do I make you proud?

hello people. im back to bloggin. =) lol. sorry if it took me awhile to get back here. cause something is wrong with blogger and evrytink is somewhat screwed. oh anyway i created another account with the same email thats why i can be here. lol. i din kno it works this way. anyway sally! i din mia loh! hur. >.<

ive been reli erm preoccupied? hmm. w sch wk, trg and erm yea daily life. stagnant id say. =\ had napfa on monday. no lsn aft tt. all lessons were cancelled. so aft that we went sakura to pig out. and i tink its damn sinful. cos we ate alot. haha. and i was being so stupid cos i had this bursary thing and im supposed t report at customer service centre for dono wad admin stuff. and i totally forgot abt it la! like argh. i can reli kill myself. cos napfa started like at 9 or so? ended at 12. and then by the time i reach cvc it was like 1209. so i was late by 9 freaking mins. lol. and i cant register. so gotta wait till like 4. so went sakura t eat den came back. we had so much fun eatin. =D im sure. like yoohoo. haha. limin joined us for the first time. i hope she had fun too! xD aft piggin out swan, del, ping and bev accompanied me back t sch t get my tinks done. so aft tt we were like damn bored. and we were tinkin of whr t go. and we concluded we shall jus forget anytink tts link to ahem YL so we cabbed to swan's place and DRINK DRANK DRUNK. hah. oh we actuali went to bought liquor and beer at 7-11. but nth happened. we had so much 'fun' over at her place and we stayed till 1030? we cabbed home. came online t see if swan's ok cos i promised her id come online t find her. bt she wasnt online. T.T so i checked my mail and went to zzzz. =DDD

and then tues had lsn till 4. aft sch slacked at cafe 1 and till 5 plus i went to LJS and eat. studied and went to buy BUBU tea. LOL. but i was darn pissed. cos i i gt wrong order and evrytink jus went upside down. okay so aft tt i was studyin at my hse void deck. oh i actuali went home to get pearlyn's key and waited her. and then i left at 10. cos tts the time my dad usually go home. so i leave. stiu no news abt her and all. tried to contact her bt she was nowhere in sight. i even had to ask judith for help. i feel so ...~~ ok. haha. like so weird. anyway yea i went home. she called my hse and ask me to go down. went down. return her HER keys and left. came home to slp. nth much on tues. bt im feelin v tired and slpy almost evry single day. ): its like damn shag.

todae i went to sch for only an hour. for care session. reached sch at 10am. and den i went to both the class to find the rest but i cudnt find anyone. i felt like an idiot to be walkin ard to look for my class. -.-" and esp now tt i gt no fone w me. its like.. can die. tsk. -shake head- aft 20 mins i gave up and i asked my frens ard to call my classmate. found the class. and i was like 30mins late? =\ left w 30 mins to bond with the class loh. aft calss we headed to bugis to do my tink and went to tis tea hut place to eat fried rice. swan's recommendation. but it was avg to me la.aft tt we walked ard. bought alot of other junk food to eat. jessica went off to mit her ZHUTOU. we shopped ard awhile. before we leave she bought tis prawnie tink for YL.so during trg she ask me to give YL and say she buy one. lol. yea. head back to sch for trg. bballed awhile before trg started. my stamina like crpaa and my skills like shit. my basic foundation of bball is nowhere la. like lousy. thats it. time to train hard. i wana get into polite la. rahh. today is like the official trg of the yr. it was like damn tirin. footdrills, warm up and some basic foundation of bball. we learnt alot from our dear yunyun. haha. i was panting like mad la. my stamina is reli.. -shake head- oni 8 ppl turn up for trg. 3 injured. so yea we cont trg. its fun id say bt like v tough. cos i damn long nv train aft i left home united. and deres tis new girl frm teckghee. shu xuan or sth. i forgot. im bad at remembering names. \= she asked if i wana join her team and help dem plya and dere are desperately in nid of centers! and she expects an answer frm me on fri. =x i prob wun be joinin i guess. cos i jus wana concentrate on studies and our bball team in sch. so i can get into polite! ahhhh. *dreams*

im feelin v shag, tired and slpy. ): cos of gym, napfa, trg and studies. pouts. okay i dono wad to blog about already. i noe its another boring entry. jus bear w me. =\

2007-04-23T05:04:00.000-07:00

i was never needed.

im back to blog. i feel like life's a bitch. im so screwed. im so wrong. everything seems to be coming to me. im an ass. i made baobao come all the way down and i went home i din even play with her. the most i did was to send her off to the court at fengshan cc. shes angry with me now. scoldin me. sigh. im sorry but i suck. moodswinging sucks but thankfully yiling was able to put up with my shit and nonsense. she was being nice askin me not to whine, moan, sulk, pout, and be soo sad. im just tryin to put up a tough front. tsk. shake head. im not replyin anyone's messages now. i feel like going mia. not cause im escaping from the problems im facing now but cause i wana be alone. to tink and reflect what did i do wrongly that will make things turn out this way. im sorry alyssa for making you worry when im sad. im sorry i wasnt there for you. wasnt there to listen to what you have to say to me. i wana get well. im hving headache now. im gonna decide on which project i wana do. study and revise for my subject. cause apparently i know nuts about what the freaking lecturer was sayin, explainin and teachin. i guess i wasnt payin attention and that i was thinkin of some other issues. why am i sucha sucker? off.

2007-04-23T04:48:00.000-07:00

Too good to be true

I’m glad/blessed to have very nice and sweet friend around me. Who cares and loves me. Heh. I’ve never felt this way before. The feeling is just great. Oh anyway today sucks. Cause as usual I didn’t sleep well. Sigh. I’m always deprived of sleep. So yeah went to school. Reached pretty early waited for my clique to come went for lesson at 8. did my presentation. I suck like totally. Big time. I was the presentor and I was crapping my way through. My group was the second group to present so yeah. Swan’s group was the first. Lol. Then after that I ran to the toilet cause I couldn’t take it anymore I was having diarrhoe the whole of today. I LS-in for 5 times already. Like arghh. So much so that my asshole hurts. Pouts. After lesson went for pie lesson. Shit! I’m supposed to go and photocopy my cert and attached it cause I wanna be exempted from the class. But I just reached home and uber tired and lazy. Sigh. Think I’ll give her next week. =\ after pie went for lunch at café 1. crapped and I was crazy. My friends says im insane. Haha. Oh wells. Then left for lesson. Supposed to have training today but lecturer was busy so postpone to tomorrow. After lesson went to ball with yiling. At bedok cc. then after awhile I got emo and started feeling shit so I stopped playing. Wanting to go home so badly but baobao and wanling coming down so gotta wait for them to come down. Walked them to fengshan cc and after awhile I left. I wasn’t in the right state of mood to ball. Cause moodswing. Feeling stress and rather shity inside. Cause I’ve got test and projects. And I’ve to collect money and get books for all my 41 classmates. Two new people joining us tomorrow. So yeah. I tear my right elbow ligament again. Like screwwwwwwed. Thanks to yiling. Sigh. But it’s okay. Cause I was being too aggressive and serious. So pain now that I don’t feel like balling. Oh whatever. I’m damn freaking tired. And feeling uber sick and pekcek. Stupid diarrhoe. Go awayyyyy. Tsk.

Into your arms I commit again,
With all I am; Forever.
.

Beautiful lies vs truth.

replies;

meihwa: sigh, thanks. ))):

2007-04-21T21:04:00.000-07:00

im sleepy and tired i havent been sleeping well im most deprived of sleep and i din sleep the whole nite yesterday i studied tried and remember hopefully i can absorb wadeva im learnin and wad ive to understand havin test on monday actually i don like school now i dread school i dono wad are my goals now i used to be so bright and so disciplined bt i dono wads happenin to me now i feel like ive fly away to another planet in my own world okay crap anyway i kinda feel sad to be in the class like totally cause there are jus so many smart and talented people around so much so that i feel like a nobody somehow i don have the sense of competiting with them cause i always think they are too good for me that i can never be better im scared of tryin cause of failures but i told myself im gonna study hard so that i wont disappoint anyone thats close to me and love me i wanna be recgonize get a cert degree and go out of the society and work im drained out sometimes i just need to be reminded that its okay and i just need to study hard i feel like an ass can anyone just slap me bahhh

2007-04-21T11:10:00.000-07:00

why is this happening to me? first just lemme touch on self pity. no matter wad happens theres no point wallowing in self pitiness. its like so infantile. wadeva. now about moving on. over means its over. why bother to have sudden confession? why let all this sudden confession to affect you from leadin a happy life? if u reli have already think of wad u wan and wad uve in mind u shudnt let tis affect you. just be strong and follow your heart. don be soft hearted and give in. theres no more last try. once its ended its over. stop tryin to do tinks to win her heart back cause its not gonna help. unless she decided to turn back to you which im quite sure she got. cause shes happy with her life just as it is. jus freakin get a life and move on. stop tryin to attract attention. hoping tt she'll care, tink, miss so much about you. her world dusen revolve around you. bah. wadeva. i feel like slapping myself. wth am i toking about? cant believe im tellin you all this. im quite vex actuali but its ok. cos i handle my own emotions. im okay everyone. don have to worry abt me.

just tink of wad u wan. be firm and stop being so flicked minded. its not helping. she just gotta get a own life. its jus plain attention seekin from my point of view. i just don like it. its ok. it doesnt really matter i guess. offfffff.

in my life; you are all that matters.

replies;

michh: okay

meihwa: orh. =x

2007-04-17T09:47:00.000-07:00

I blogged today. As in early in the morning before I left house to meet plyn. And just now she went to my blog and says that I bluff/lied to her!! *hmpf* I didn't lah. I swear. Haha. Sigh never mind thats not important. And stupid blogger took me a long time before I could actually blog here! >.< And i'm so using a lappy to blog. Haha. Just imagine my retarded fingers dancing around so that all these could be typed out. HAHA! Anyway plyn soooooooo BAD la. Hurr. She bullied me!!! *stamps foot* She splashes water on me. Half the time she was being bitchy cause she keeps talking about Brenda. Haha. But I was being nice to ask her not to think of Brenda. Yeah meinz. She even claim that I miss Brenda. Like wth la. I don't even know who the toot is she. She irritated me with her hair. Haha. Anyway I went to her place to meet her cause we are going to poly together. Cause I din go school today and I had to get a MC. Oh wells. So we went Geylang Poly together. Got my mc and medication. Poor plyn have to come back next week. She've got appointment. So yeah. After that we headed to Tampines to dine at Qi Ji. After that walked around Tampines and headed back to her place to get basketball, got it pumped for fifty cents and went to the basketball court near her place. Shoot a few balls and after that played 3 on 3. I haven't been playing basketball for quite sometime so stamina was crap and I didn't play very well either. Was playing with two other guy and we lost 2 matches. And plyn bought 100 plus for me. =D After that Brenda came down to pass her green tea and chocolate. So yeah. She only started playing basketball after everyone left. So yeah. Balled awhile and left for Macs. Bought 9 piece nuggets cause plyn was hungry. Didn't finish it though. I'm lazy to blog already. Blah. Boring entry I've got. Lol.

Try to look on the bright side of life yeah? Life's not all about her and i'm sure you will lead a better and happier life without her. (: You have your friends around you to encourage and keep you going so don't let her affect you in every areas especially your studies. Just forget whatever that has happened and of course friends are more important silly. Cause our future is unpredictable. Yeah, so friends stay but not lovers. Make up your mind and ask yourself what you really want. Ultimately I wanna see you happy. Whatever happens you still have me your happy pill around. So... Just give up lah. Haha, that's what I can say. Cause I can see you being so much happier without her and that you will do so well in studies and of course excel in other areas in your life. Lotsa love, Kidd.

2007-04-16T13:37:00.000-07:00

PLYN keep asking me to blog. I don't know what to blog about. Haha. Byebye. ZzzZzzzZz. I din sleep the whole night cause I spend all my time online. Keeping her company. Cause she's not in stable state of mood. And yeah I think I only had 4 hours of sleep just now but I felt really good. Cause the previous night I din sleep at all either. Haha. Thats all for now. ANDDDD plyn, happy reading a boring entry. =\

2007-04-16T09:56:00.000-07:00

Me and von von. (Act cute!)

von, Jas, me.

I think this is niceee! =) PS: Annie thought it's my sister. So not alike loh >.<

Again the same few people. =\

2007-04-16T03:14:00.000-07:00

Just came back from school. I'm dead tired. Feeling uber sick. Have been flu-in since the time I reached school. Cough and throat is killing me! )): Early in the morning even before I really woke up Abigial called me already. Met qing, bev, huiping, jessica and adeline at 845. Cause 9am supposed to report. We were all on time and we waited for adeline. She darn late la. -.-" Was messsaing Abigial on the way to school but she just refuse to tell me who she is. Went up. Checked what class I was in and MY NAME APPEARED TO BE THE FIRST NAME IN THE LIST LA. Wth. Anyway I was online till 2 + yesterday. So I went offline and tried to sleep but I just couldn't sleep. So I keep tossing and turning till 5 and tadah time to wake my dad up. And also to wash my clothes. So, I didn't really sleep the whole night. I'm scared. I don't know why. Maybe cause i'm scared of bad dreams again? =\

Orientation was alright. Saw alot of familiar faces and I got whacked and niam cause I din go for meeting and therefore I wasn't there to help out for Bridge Leaders today. Haha. Oh wells. I'm not planning to go back cause I don't think I can commit anymore. Though I really miss the people and the fun we had. Sighs. Hmm, had some talk and it was delayed till like damn late. Then went to some lab to have some talk with the section head. Lunched. Had ice breaking games and we went to function hall to play amazing race. Darn hot. I was like damn dead tired and feeling super sick. So I din joined them but I was vvvv tempted to just leave but not very nice. =X So, I waited for everything to end. Chatted with Farhan cause he didn't go for amazing race also. He seems friendly but the way his frendliness somehow scares me away. Cause throughout the whole time he was keeping me company, talking to me ensuring if i'm okay. He asked alot about me. And the questions he asked was like from a-z kind? Cause at first he asked me some stuff that's related to the course den gradually to myself and my personal life. -.-" So I find it rather weird. He asked me to take a picture with him and then he asked for my number. Scary eh? =x After being dismissed I called Abigial. Cause she says wanna go outreach and also to ask people do survey. Initially I didn't wanted cause i'm damn tired and sick. So I said I wanna go home and sleep but in the end I still went. I was quite sad and discourage at first but I did get 1 survey done. And exchanged contact so will be inviting her for the Urban Groove. =))))

I'm gonna go sleep already. Nights all.

Replies;

JM: You do what. Lol. Nvm la. I will die very nicely. So doesn't matter. ;)

JAZ: airpork_lee@hotmail.com. Up to you.

2007-04-15T09:27:00.000-07:00

Done by von von.

=|

Mary, me and Jas. ( With von von behind! )

*seducing look* LOL.

=D

I'm desperately trying to lick her & she's so traumatized!

Retarded.

Spastic. =\

2007-04-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

Supposed to meet Mark 10am at Tampines Mall. He only came at 11am. So I waited patiently for an hour. Before meeting him wenta Popular to get some stuff and wrapping paper. So met up with him, dined at Pastamania. Chatted awhile, passed him the notes and his books. So yeah, headed to Jurong East to meet the group. Supposedly meeting at 130. But everyone was late. Including myself. =\ I was late for 10 minutes and I felt damn bad. But in the end, I'm like the earliest and everyone else was late. So I waited till 3 plus. Finally I saw Jo. So about 5 minutes later the rest came. When everyone was there we were debating whether to go ice-skating or not. Cause it's gonna rain and Jo had to leave early. Sooooooo, we went and take a look. Decided to skate cause we had a group of four and Jo can skate for sayy 2 hours. Bought a pair or socks and glove. Then went to enquire and found out that they closes at 430. So we went to refund and left. Took uber long time to consider where should we eat. And we concluded that we shall go Toa Payoh to meet the other two and dine at some Japanese Restaurant. More of buffet style. And so, we were supposed to meet them at 4 or so but we were all late. When we meet up we went to check the price and time and its like dinner only starts at 6! Dammn. I was like as hungry as a pig. Opps. =x But I starved till 6. WHOOSH. Finally ate like a pig. Ate frm 6 till 8 + && still eating. HOHO. Talking about pigging out Mark thinks I aint fit anymore. He says I grew fatter, plump and big size. ): Got that scary not? I mean c'mmon I just left my team not long only and it's merely a couples of months back. Sigh. Guess it's time for me to really work out meinz. He says I used to be skinny, fit and muscular. WTH. But quite a sad thing to know laaa. After eating went off. Bumped into Ruth. My goodness I swear she looked damn different la! Gosh. So different that I can't regconise her can? Rahh. She's so skinny that her legs are so tiny, small and slim. And even her neck bone can be seen. Damn scary. But it's rather sad to see her in this state. Cause two years back or so, (when I was still attending church quite regularly) she was the one who taught us WFL (word for life) so yeah. Aiya then after that headed home. Bused with Glenn and erm another guy. Can't remember his name.

Gonna upload some pictures we took yesterday later. Stay tune!

Replies;

GAYYYY: Forget it la. Really. Don't wish to see her though. I'll lead my OWN life, she can lead hers. She don't need me as a friend. Sooooo, I'm not staying. And if she's going you can forget about asking me there cause I won't. IF it's between the two of us OR me & dearest I definitely would be there. ;) No worries, you won't lose me as your gay, UNLESS you chose to walk outta me OR you chose her over me. =]

Camii: Who else? Tsk. *Rolls eye* Not like you don't know lah! If you really don't know can ask me personally though. =P And about any outing that doesn't involves her I'd try my best to be there but no promises. Haha. Cause I don't know how my schedule is gonna be like when school starts. =\ You have to book me in advance yeah? As in tell me before hand. =)

Sally: Not funny la. Kuku dream I'd say. Damn gross. My goodness. Good to hear that you aint having fever anymore. See ya soon okay? =) How's your hair? And i'm not too sure when are we ever gonna gym? I might be gym-in in school. Let you know again. I piged out today again. SOOOOOOOO, can you imagine?! AHHH.

2007-04-14T09:08:00.000-07:00

Garfield makes me smile. ((:

Was chatting with my gayy yesterday till quite late. We haven't been so close for so long. At least to me. Oh wells. And yeah, turn in at about 2 plus. Stubborn me cause I got nagged and scolded for being online but still I wanna stay on. My gayy was so sweet and all. Haha, she invited me to go for the next outing. I think it will really depend if i'm available and that if she's going. Cause after all that has happened, I don't think I wanna be so attached to the group so was thinking I just forget about the outing. But cause the next outing is gonna be special cause it's my beloved gayy's birthday. So yeah, think there's gonna be some celebration or so. Oh wells. If things have to turn out so badly then I think I rather not be there yeah? Aiya, you decide for yourself what you want and let me know okay? (: Thanks for inviting and informing me. =) I'm honoured and of course not to forget you are my beloved gayy, so yeah don't forget I Love You. :)) Though we may not known each other for very long or so, but you know I really treasure you as my gayy yeah? And you can always turn to me, confide and rant about any unhappiness you've got cause that's what I usually does! Haha, and yeah to be honest I was surprised to know that I actually mean so much to you and you would rather have me than her. *flattered*
Thanks so much gayyy! Love you many many. =] Weeeeeeeeeeeee.

Woke up quite early this morning. Not long after von msg me. Cause I had a bad abd dream again. *sigh* Went downstairs to have breakfast cause was quite hungry. Came home online for say 30 minutes and went back to sleep till 1+ (had a weird and scary dream; AGAIN!) then prepared and left the house. Met von and the rest at s11. The moment I reached it started pouring. Both me & von shared umbrella though I insisted of walking in the rain cause I really don't mind. It's like there's only 3 umbrellas for 8 people so I said I don't mind walking in the rain la I mean you guys go ahead and share the umbrella. Took a long way to get to Cuppage. On the way there Abi fell. She injured her ankle and i offered to piggy bag her and carry her bag. Lol. Wa her bag like got gold la! OMG. Darn heavy! But okay lah I still managed to carry a 70 over kg sister so ... Ya. Waited outside nexus for door to be open. While waiting we were quite bored so we took alot of pictures. Ugly, dumb and stupid. Haha. And so,went for prayer meeting and service. Today sermon was about forsaking our fears! Woo, sounds relief but oh wells. During sermon JM kept disturbing me! Drew on my book & my hand. After service she nearly kiss me again lah! Walau. It's like damn close to touching my lips. Anyway we had two new converts today! One guy one girl. Valerie and Kiat Meng. After which headed to meridian to have dinner together. More of fellowship lah so ya. I had ice jelly the rest had Mee goreng & Hokkien mee. After dinner we celebrated for Kiat meng. Affirmation and sang him a 'we love you' song. Haha. Bought a small cake for him &&&&&& I fed everyone. *beams* After that walked to Dhoby Ghaut to top up my ezlink card & home sweet home. OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH. &&&&&&&&&& I'm happy cause i'm back to my student fare and that means I don't have to pay for adult fare anymore which is so costly. Hurrhurr.

Morning dream was about my mum. I just dreamt of everything that happened all over again. Like argghhh, I feel so shity after that. Made me so weak & vulnerable. Woke up with tears in my eyes. Whats sad is that I teared for more than 30 minutes. Felt like it was enough for a pail to fill it up. >.< It's just horrendous I tell you. The pain and ..... *sigh* Oh wells oh wells. It's just something that cannot be comprehend. I swear. It's just that bad. Trust me. ))))))))))))):

The next dream was about me and this Caucasian lady. She's like erm big. Both big size and big ( older than I am ) Uh huh and then erm aiya the dream is damn gross. I was traumatized. Like she screwed me and like she's those hardcore and damn intense kind?! So yeah then I was the willing party (unknowingly -.-") and she's the desperate party. I woke up and I was so scared and was lost of words. Gosh. -pats myself- Damn dumb la but i'm still scared. As in maybe i've got phobia already. =X HELLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

Replies;

Sinling: You will always be my friend. No worries. Take care.

Eric: I'm? Okay then, thanks. ;)

Camii: Alright, guess what? You have been on my mind for the whole of today. Like so random la! Don't know why and how come I can think of you so much loh! >.< Yeah meet up soon. =))

Sally: I guess so. Emo basturd. Bahhhh. =\ Well, I'll be okay. Thanks. Hows you and *? Hows your fever?

Florence: Yeah mann! I guess the last time I ever saw you was like eons ago. Or maybe not. Sayy, last mid year at Jurong Point? Haha. I miss you so much la. Tsk.

Val: I'm? Haha, thanks. You kept saying I'm cute since the time I said hi to you loh. T.T Not sian ah? Haha.

2007-04-13T20:19:00.000-07:00

To think that I trusted you so much, yet you abused it. Sigh. I'm wrong. Sooo wrong about you. Guess, sadly there's nothing much for me to say. Just this and it's for you my dear friend. I'm utterly disappointed in you.

You are the one I confide in and share my problems with but yet this is what you are doing. Yet, when I share to you my problems you told me that she wouldn't be someone you would think of, but what now?!

Woke up with a bad bad dream. I'm scared scared scared. So scared that I wanna run away. Bahh. Waiting for your return. ):

2007-04-13T10:04:00.000-07:00

ENJOY!

OMGOSH. This is so freaking cuteeeeeeeee.

2007-04-13T07:28:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry; I just love you no more.

I'm like so desperate to get a new phone. Sigh. But I don't know if i should get it. Find myself being so spoilt and materialistic. So yeah, I guess I should just wait for it to come to me and *prays hard* wait for the day I'm bless. =D But seriously my phone is cock la! -.-" Supposed to gym today but Sally that kuku message me in the morning saying that she wont be able to make it cause shes down with fever. So yeah. Cancelled. Rotted at home the whole of the day till like at 8 met up with my senior. We went to Pasar Malam to walk and bought some junk food. After that, walked her home and came home. &&&&&&&& here I'm.

Sally: Don't think so much hor! &&& get well soon. SPEEDY RECOVERY ogay? =) Don't miss * so much! Miss me, Haha.

2007-04-12T08:30:00.000-07:00

I want this to be my new phone! )):

2007-04-11T07:58:00.000-07:00

After I stopped believing
that love could ever be real.
Giving up on what I knew,
I thought my heart wouldn't heal.

To me love was just a game,
a game that I could never win.
Losing everything I had,
everything that could've been.

Then here you come into my life
changing the thoughts in my mind.
Bringing me to a new start
leaving all my pain behind.

You're the reason that I write,
brand new poems of true love.
You've given me the things I need,
everything that I've dreamed of.

You showed me how to love again,
the things I lost; in you I found.
You gave me a reason to smile,
you said I had no need to frown.

I will forever be grateful
for everything you have to give.
All the happiness I needed,
and another reason to live.

Every time I hear your name,
a smile forms across my face.
A new feeling...everlasting,
that I know nothing can replace.

I'm so thankful that I have you,
you're there when I need you most.
I don't want anything else,
I just want to hold you close.

I know you'll stay right by my side,
and walk with me that extra mile.
Your love is my reason to live,
and you are my reason to smile.

you are my sweetest sin. LOVES! =D heh heh.

2007-04-11T07:26:00.000-07:00

04082006 - 11.07am ]] I thought ... , but I was wrong. said:
i saw u todae
04082006 - 11.07am ]] I thought ... , but I was wrong. said:
where were u gg?
Orange says:... omgod.. headache now..Miss loke.. i love the chocolate.. haha said:
was with my tecaher, went to eat.

04082006 - 11.07am ]] I thought ... , but I was wrong. said:
u stiu in sch ah? lol. i tot u graduated already. =\

Orange says:... omgod.. headache now..Miss loke.. i love the chocolate.. haha said:
i going on attachment soon my dear frd. so how about u neh
04082006 - 11.07am ]] I thought ... , but I was wrong. said:
school reopens on 16 april loh. gonna tk sports.
Orange says:... omgod.. headache now..Miss loke.. i love the chocolate.. haha said:
i taking that ah
04082006 - 11.07am ]] I thought ... , but I was wrong. said:
ya
Orange says:... omgod.. headache now..Miss loke.. i love the chocolate.. haha said:
hm.
04082006 - 11.07am ]] I thought ... , but I was wrong. said:
u?!?!!
Orange says:... omgod.. headache now..Miss loke.. i love the chocolate.. haha said:
then y din u come for training BL
Orange says:... omgod.. headache now..Miss loke.. i love the chocolate.. haha said:
ah la mak
Orange says:... omgod.. headache now..Miss loke.. i love the chocolate.. haha said:
we need good leaders like U
04082006 - 11.07am ]] I thought ... , but I was wrong. said:
im not gd loh
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please
04082006 - 11.07am ]] I thought ... , but I was wrong. said:
oh anywy wanted t ask u stiu dere ah
Orange says:... omgod.. headache now..Miss loke.. i love the chocolate.. haha said:
yap

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2007-04-08T07:38:00.000-07:00

What K2 Song are You?

'She' You see imperfection in everything you do. The way you look upsets you. How you carry yourself annoys you. The voice you speak with makes you loathe yourself. Everything you do is wrong in your own eyes because of what you've been told in the past, and you've come to embrace that. Written from Kati's point-of-view about herself, you're a song about coming to terms with your imperfections, even if they're not really there. You know that what you need to do is love yourself, and even though you can't do that yet, you know that maybe you're not really as horrible as you think you are.
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2007-04-08T07:37:00.000-07:00

Which Primary are you?

Kurobara Tsukikage: Oh my. Someone definitely handed you a bad deck of cards. You're cynical, angry, and deeply hurt by something. You've created a fortress around your heart that very few people can get through and it has left you bitter and cold.But when people get close enough, they'll see that you're really protective and loyal.Plus you're secretly a softy.
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2007-04-08T07:21:00.000-07:00

What Kind of Smile are You?

You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely devoted to others,especially that one person.You really can't get them out of your head,but then,you don't really want to.
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2007-04-08T07:18:00.000-07:00

What's your sexual appeal?

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AHHHHH. So cute. I think i'm the guy in the picture. Hiak hiak.

2007-04-08T07:17:00.001-07:00

What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!

You have White Wings! Pure and innocent, your kindness attracts other people toward you. You can be shy and quite, but when others know you better, they realize you are fun and bubbly. You hate it when other around you are sad, and always see the good in everyone and everything. Chances are you either help in the shelter, or are a tutor in school. You are very kind and friendly, but also quite nave. Dont be fooled by looks. Some things do go bump in the night.
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2007-04-08T06:58:00.000-07:00

What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!

Your a Guradien Angel! Guardien Angels are also knows as Warrior Angels, because they are the army of God. Not always meaning that they are in war, simply that their job is to protect unwary humans from dark dragons, or other evil demons. Warrior Angels are not always friendly with humans, but they will watch over them all the time. Humans say that when a miracle happens, thank your guradien angel.
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